Many positive signs lately. Plus one! :)
Still looking for steady work and a safe and stable place to live. But by no means is hardship part of my life. I feel humbled and greatly aware of the blessings bestowed upon me and placed in my path.
"I do not forge a path. I follow, that." -- Anonymous
Time to focus. Create, create, create! Still working on my book "The 1." It is coming along well. Beginning to read the verses of the Tao: timing is everything. My painting is improving, and has been well-received. Children seem overjoyed to be with me: this I take as a sign that I am maturing, but that my innocence resonates with young hearts and minds. I have discovered that I am great at communicating with kids. They like me because I "get" what they're saying, even when they're testing me! I will miss Asher and Anya when I leave them, but the signs could not be clearer: I must leave because my friendship with them angers their father. Long story -- in short, divorce is an ugly process.
But on to the next step: independence and laying a foundation in New York where I can finish my book, and begin making a steady, stable life for myself. After many years of wandering, meaning comes to me each and every day. I truly feel that old, wise, patient, and steely-eyed Gods of this world look upon me with something other than disapproval. Call it watchfulness, call it curiosity, call it trepidation, call it amusement. But I truly believe that they can sense my awakening consciousness, and approve that I have joined the realm of awakening seekers who strive, each and every day, to bring the Earth to a peaceful and vibrant state for our "review" on December 21.
I will never forget the firefly in Massachusetts who showed me what was illumined by the Moon.
Peace is here. Peace is coming. Peace can be achieved.
OK - back to work!