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RE: Regression session - Meerie - 05-05-2011
Wow! what a tremendous insight.
I think I told you once before "don't be so hard on your self".
Much love to you sister! and big hugs!
I just had this thought... could it be the worst karma we have to endure... is the one that we put on ourselves?
By being to hard on ourselves and not forgiving ourselves? For example in your case, Ankh, I am sure all your brothers and sisters have forgiven you (if there was anything at all to be forgiven, that is). So go and forgive your self!
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
What I see is that there were probably pre-incarnative arrangements and plans that included my participation, and therefore, all these plans and arrangements failed. And that hurt them even more! And I can't stand that thought, that I hurted these beautiful creatures!!!
And yes, you are right, sister, the only karma that exists is the one we put on us ourselves.
(05-05-2011, 02:18 AM)Meerie Wrote: So go and forgive your self!
I can't!
RE: Regression session - Confused - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 02:10 AM)Ankh Wrote: Not in the apprearance, as we had no form at that moment, but what they are!!
Ankh, do you remember the brother with you on the cliff, as you sat there reviewing earth and her history?
RE: Regression session - Meerie - 05-05-2011
Meerie will be really angry at you if you do not forgive yourself! :@
No seriously, why can't you? The past is gone.
Personally I think that what you experienced is quite a natural reaction. Not wanting to go down there in that animalistic situation in the Roman Empire.
:idea: or if you can't forgive yourself, maybe you can PRETEND to forgive yourself? and then forgiveness will come, sooner or later anyway.
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:05 AM)Confused Wrote: Ankh, do you remember the brother with you on the cliff, as you sat there reviewing earth and her history?
You mean that dream I had about you?
(05-05-2011, 03:11 AM)Meerie Wrote: No seriously, why can't you? The past is gone.
Aaaah but you should have seen them, sister!!! They were soooo beautiful that it broke my heart!! I felt like a tiniest scum in the creation. I was so selfish. And still, I did not wanted to go down!!! And that's what that "Higher Self" said too, looking down at me: "She is not on their level". That was indeed a crazy regression!
RE: Regression session - Meerie - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:20 AM)Ankh Wrote:(05-05-2011, 03:05 AM)Confused Wrote: Ankh, do you remember the brother with you on the cliff, as you sat there reviewing earth and her history?You mean that dream I had about you?
Wanna know!!!!!
Can you share? if it is not inappropriate. Then please disregard.You are beautiful too, Ankh.
RE: Regression session - Confused - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:20 AM)Ankh Wrote: You mean that dream I had about you?
Yes, Ankh.
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
It was a dream I had about Confused, when we were reviewing 3D and Earth. We were sitting on some kind of "cliff" as I perceived it, and nothing seemed that serious anymore. So at the end I said something like: "Well, if we won't make it, another 75 000 years is actually nothing." And Confused agreed.
After this regression it feels like this whole life is suddenly not that bad. It is actually pretty safe. It feels like a cozy, little house where one can hide from a thunderstorm. And I am refering to the veil as being a house, and spiritual catalysts as thunderstorm. Thank God that there is place where we don't have to feel the real heaviness of our lessons all the time. Where we can forget.
RE: Regression session - Confused - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:30 AM)Ankh Wrote: It was a dream I had about Confused, when we were reviewing 3D and Earth. We were sitting on some kind of "cliff" as I perceived it, and nothing seemed that serious anymore. So at the end I said something like: "Well, if we won't make it, another 75 000 years is actually nothing." And Confused agreed.
After this regression it feels like this whole life is suddenly not that bad. It is actually pretty safe. It feels like a cozy, little house where one can hide from a thunderstorm. And I am refering to the veil as being a house, and spiritual catalysts as thunderstorm. Thank God that there is place where we don't have to feel the real heaviness of our lessons all the time. Where we can forget.
Ankh, if you are OK with it, I will reproduce here the approximate dialogues from that dream (that you forwarded), so that Meerie can share too.
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:34 AM)Confused Wrote: Ankh, if you are OK with it, I will reproduce here the approximate dialogues from that dream (that you forwarded), so that Meerie can share too.
I am ok with that, but PM her instead.
RE: Regression session - Confused - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:37 AM)Ankh Wrote:(05-05-2011, 03:34 AM)Confused Wrote: Ankh, if you are OK with it, I will reproduce here the approximate dialogues from that dream (that you forwarded), so that Meerie can share too.
I am ok with that, but PM her instead.
Sorry, Ankh. I should have had better sense to ask you this by personal email. I am terribly sorry. Gosh! I lack social graces
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:42 AM)Confused Wrote: Sorry, Ankh. I should have had better sense to ask you this by personal email. I am terribly sorry. Gosh! I lack social graces
lol!! Nonsense! Why are you torturing yourself so much?
I was only trying to not derail this thread. As for me, I have nothing to hide anymore. People can judge me if they want, I don't have the energy to care about that anymore. I am tired. My own judge is still much harder than anything others would say or think about me.
RE: Regression session - Meerie - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:42 AM)Confused Wrote: Gosh! I lack social graces
No you don't.
RE: Regression session - Monica - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 12:34 AM)Icaro Wrote: Git out of my head! We have been agreeing a lot lately.
Ha, I noticed that too!
(05-05-2011, 12:34 AM)Icaro Wrote: The Monicaro complex is forming as we speak!
Hey we gotta start someplace!
(05-05-2011, 12:34 AM)Icaro Wrote: Mhm. What he have experienced in this lifetime has the most bearing on what we need to work on because this incarnation is the product of our past, or lessons that need to be integrated.
If certain details don't apply to this incarnation, then they have no bearing on our current state.
Exactly.
(05-05-2011, 03:50 AM)Meerie Wrote:(05-05-2011, 03:42 AM)Confused Wrote: Gosh! I lack social graces
No you don't.
I agree! He definitely doesn't.
Confused, it's settled.
RE: Regression session - Confused - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 11:43 AM)Bring4th_Monica Wrote:(05-05-2011, 12:34 AM)Icaro Wrote: The Monicaro complex is forming as we speak!
I did not notice that. That actually is very nice. Nice coinage. It sounds cool too, in my opinion.
RE: Regression session - Brittany - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 03:48 AM)Ankh Wrote: People can judge me if they want, I don't have the energy to care about that anymore. I am tired. My own judge is still much harder than anything others would say or think about me.
Exactly. I think the only one judging you here is you.
RE: Regression session - native - 05-05-2011
Hmm..interesting. Can you see how knowing the exact situation answers some questions, but it leaves you with unnecessary guilt? Don't feel guilty or regret! Remember when Ra speaks of wanderers as requiring a pure amount of bravery and foolhardiness? Maybe you had not incarnated for awhile, and the thought of all the possible things that could have gone wrong gave you shaky legs. Or maybe you had incarnated before that event but they hadn't. You, having recently been there may have thought to yourself "No way..not yet I just got back from another 3d world. I'm not throwing myself into a mess like that again!"
In the end, you are working out you willingness to serve right now. You experienced a harsh environment as a child. You certainly fought a battle did you not? But you survived and here you are. You went through that for your group. There are also other ways in which you are serving that aren't inline with your ideals. You are overcoming your hesitations.
And also remember that we can work off karma for others. Maybe you took on karma that they incurred, and you are doing an even greater service by taking it on yourself. In that way, you may not have seen them for awhile because you are down here serving them. What a wonderful loving way to serve! It's impossible to know, but one thing you can do is view what's in front of you and work with that
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
(05-05-2011, 12:30 PM)Icaro Wrote: Can you see how knowing the exact situation answers some questions, but it leaves you with unnecessary guilt?
That sounds pretty close to "I told you so" in my ears!
Nah, thanks for your loving reply, brother. I have gained some distance to it by now, and see spiritual lessons pretty clear (at the moment). If it happened - fine, I think that we are still adults and can face each other. But I think that my mind played me some trick in this one, but pointing me in the right, needed direction. It feels like thousands pounds lighter. I don't regret it.
RE: Regression session - Namaste - 05-05-2011
It sounds like you're healing and learning from the experience, dear sister :¬)
Perhaps it's exactly what you needed.
One key aspect of experience to remember: you're not your past.
That is (quite literally) another self. Since then you have learned, changed and grown. You are only now.
You're an entirely different creation right now to 'who' you were as a child. Different to what you saw in the regression. As you were a second ago. As you were a millisecond ago.
There is much power/wisdom in the profoundly simple term let go. It's often misunderstood or not given much consideration. Let it simmer in your consciousness for a while. You're not your past. You're who you choose to be right here, right now, in this moment.
Holding onto the negative mental patters is what holds the vast majority of people in this density. Letting go is the key to transcending them. The more you iterate and practice this, the more you'll be able to forgive yourself, as that self must be treated/viewed just like any other self in this experience. Forgive that other self, who was a previous version of you. You've learned, and you are learning from that other self. Thank them, as for without them, you would not have been mirrored/shown the aspects of yourself that need conscious direction.
This is intrinsically linked to the premise of choosing love in the moment. That love includes forgiveness. That forgiveness includes the self.
I joined the thread late, my sincere apologies if this post is unnecessary. Much love :¬)
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-05-2011
Aaah a crystalline soul has spoken. Thank you, my beautiful brother! You words are always like light and love of the Creator that shines through!
Namasté
RE: Regression session - Aaron - 05-05-2011
ankh Wrote:Meerie Wrote:So go and forgive your self!
I can't!
You're already forgiven! By realizing it, you bring it into being.
There is a part of you that gives you total forgiveness right now, that loves you unconditionally. The small I, the everyday consciousness, has trouble forgiving yourself because it is attached and entangled to the concept of self and past.
The big I has already forgiven you.
RE: Regression session - drifting pages - 05-05-2011
And if everyone(all that is) has already forgiven you with no expectation of what you should do now, simply holding you as their object of affection but not only as that but as they really see you, the vibrational version of who you really are.
There is nothing stopping you other then your trained habit of thoughts, in other words your mind, send it to a vacation and go mediate to the place you are and always will be whole.
And if the mind comes back judging and telling you what you should or not should do tell her that you are conferring with your whole self where loving is easy and happiness is the norm and that you will keep doing that for now.
And slowly let new thoughts govern you and one day you will wake up and realize that there was no guilt and no fight to fight and everything was ok.
And then you keep going in the NOW doing what you feel is the best not trough a chaotic judgmental mind but trough the silence of love that easily harmonizes self and others and no one has to lose anything.
Well that is what did for what is worth
RE: Regression session - native - 05-06-2011
(05-05-2011, 05:08 PM)Ankh Wrote: That sounds pretty close to "I told you so" in my ears!
Ha, I was trying to say it in a nice way.
Quote:Nah, thanks for your loving reply, brother. I have gained some distance to it by now, and see spiritual lessons pretty clear (at the moment). If it happened - fine, I think that we are still adults and can face each other. But I think that my mind played me some trick in this one, but pointing me in the right, needed direction. It feels like thousands pounds lighter. I don't regret it.
I'm glad that you have received what you needed!
RE: Regression session - transiten - 05-06-2011
Goodmorning All There Is!
Ankh, just consider all the beautiful things that have been said here thanks to your difficult experience! This thread coincide with a difficult situation i'm in and just came in the right moment for me, so thankyou Ankh for offering others the possibility to process things in their life also:exclamation:
I will carry all these thoughts throughout the days ahead
transiten
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-06-2011
Aaron and DP, what fantastic posts you made! So many words of wisdom filled with love! Thank you!
transiten - are you ok, sweety? Do you have difficult time right now?
RE: Regression session - drifting pages - 05-06-2011
All we want is for you to be happy Ankh
I think i can say that for everyone
( if someone wants you to suffer it doesn't have to relate to you anyway)
All the best wishes from here
Love
RE: Regression session - transiten - 05-06-2011
(05-06-2011, 03:18 AM)Ankh Wrote: Aaron and DP, what fantastic posts you made! So many words of wisdom filled with love! Thank you!
transiten - are you ok, sweety? Do you have difficult time right now?
I'm OK just now thanks
Ankh...trying to find the love in every challenging moment..Saturn just went into sextile with my natal Kiron "The wounded healer" so the halfsquare from transiting Saturn to my Sun will have a hard time to knock me down all of the time transiten
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 05-06-2011
(05-06-2011, 04:12 AM)transiten Wrote: trying to find the love in every challenging moment..
Yeah, me too... It's difficult, but oh so beautiful when it happens...
RE: Regression session - Plenum - 02-16-2013
hey Ankh, how do you feel about this regression experience some time removed from it now?
has it helped you to get where you are today, to doing the things you are doing today?
did you reconcile your previous experiences of your HIgher Self with the state of consciousness that you found yourself in when you were regressed? (was that Higher Self a bit more clinical and cold, as you said)
would you recommend it to others who may be struggling a bit with their life purpose, and have seemingly exhausted other options?
apologies for the personal nature of these questions; you are free, of course, to not respond
a curious plenum
RE: Regression session - Ankh - 02-16-2013
(02-16-2013, 03:55 PM)plenum Wrote: hey Ankh, how do you feel about this regression experience some time removed from it now?
Hey brother. Umm.... I don't know how I feel about it now. I think about this session from time to time, but I haven't come to a conclusion yet...
Remember from your other thread about the remembering process, Q'uo was warning about responsibility one gaines when receiving knowledge like that, and about judging. Well... In this case, it didn't go that well, as I did judge myself heavily after this session, and I'm still not even sure if what I saw really happened, i.e. was any knowledge gained then...? So, I don't know how I feel about it to be honest...
plenum Wrote:has it helped you to get where you are today, to doing the things you are doing today?
Umm... Not directly, as far as I can see it for now, but I'm sure it did, seen from a bigger picture (that no matter what happened in the past, you wouldn't be you so to speak, if it weren't for all these things).
plenum Wrote:did you reconcile your previous experiences of your HIgher Self with the state of consciousness that you found yourself in when you were regressed? (was that Higher Self a bit more clinical and cold, as you said)
I still don't think that it was my Higher Self that I met in that session. It might have been an aspect of my Higher Self, but it wasn't the Being I am accustomed with which I call my Higher Self in other situations.
plenum Wrote:would you recommend it to others who may be struggling a bit with their life purpose, and have seemingly exhausted other options?
Naaahhhhoooyyeeaahhhh... Maybe?
I would recomend meditations and seeking instead of dealing with this kind of knowledge, i.e. previous life experiences. But if an entity really exhausted all other options, then maybe...? I just see it as a more radical solution to problems.
But if a person to do such thing, I would recomend meditation before this session, in order to become more harmonious and in a more proper configuration of the mind. I would also recomend to ask for protection for this kind of working. I never did these things, and that is something that I regret today. I had a thought that no matter what happens in this working, it will all be for my best, but it was not wise to not to meditate before it, and to not ask for protection, imho.
plenum Wrote:apologies for the personal nature of these questions; you are free, of course, to not respond
No worries! Just happy to share.
plenum Wrote:a curious plenum
You sure was!
Why are you asking? Are you considering to do a past life regression yourself?