Expansion of awareness is joy, suffering, every emotion

[tamaryn]

I feel such a great sensation of thinning of the veil as I write this message to whoever may read this.


We are all exactly where we are for as long as we need to be. And as long as our awareness expands along with us, we will feel afraid. We will feel uncomfortable and needing of other selves.

I feel like a baby crying in desperation. I feel like the layman with mental illness. The baby cries hour after hour because the awareness is expanding exponentially. Our death is a flower. Our light are the petals and we expand into our new self with each bit of suffering and fear, joy and exasperation.

I thought I should share my death with you all.

[Enyiah]

 Finally feels I am re-connecting with the purpose of life.  It feels like moving into a full-circle and leaving the duality behind. I sense I have survived the death in/of the world and coming out on the other side.

[APeacefulWarrior]

It's mostly joy for me, because I already realized some time ago that my ego was fluid, and not "truly" me. So I see it as an adventure of evolution, where every day I'm a little different from the day before, and so I get to rediscover the new me that's come about thanks to the previous day's growing\teaching\learning.

There's no death, just expansion and recombination. I'd say that you are an ever-expanding mind-cloud of experiences and memories and dreams and connections, shifting into ephemeral forms as those thoughts swirl around inside you. If you can abandon your sense of self as a fixed thing, you can revel in the joy of fluidity.

[AnthroHeart]

Does everyone really suffer? Us in first world countries, do we really suffer?
When nothing bad truly happens.

[Minyatur]

Does everyone really suffer? Us in first world countries, do we really suffer?
When nothing bad truly happens.

I don't but I've known sensitive people who struggle with depression and wish to die to get out of this twisted world.

[AnthroHeart]

Does everyone really suffer? Us in first world countries, do we really suffer?
When nothing bad truly happens.

I don't but I've known sensitive people who struggle with depression and wish to die to get out of this twisted world.

You couldn't have mentioned me any clearer. Though I find that focusing on Creator's Love is more soothing than the energies of losing my will to live. Then I get sick and I don't like the feeling of that. I'd rather have the soothing intelligent infinity flowing through me.

[Minyatur]

Does everyone really suffer? Us in first world countries, do we really suffer?
When nothing bad truly happens.

I don't but I've known sensitive people who struggle with depression and wish to die to get out of this twisted world.

You couldn't have mentioned me any clearer. Though I find that focusing on Creator's Love is more soothing than the energies of losing my will to live. Then I get sick and I don't like the feeling of that. I'd rather have the soothing intelligent infinity flowing through me.

These feelings are hard to understand outside the scope of wanted experiences. Picture yourself as an infinite being seeking experiences. You want to experience the lack of awareness that in certain circumstances is required to make you feel bad about yourself while you're higher self would know there is no reason for you to feel such way. Through living it you can understand other entities that go through this kind of experiences. That's how I perceive that we come here to work on imbalances, we incarnate lives similar to entities we couldn't understand to better understand them. (There are many many reasons and ways to incarnate)

[Turtle]

 (There are many many reasons and ways to incarnate)

Indeed. This is why I find it so critical to share with you all, the overall attitude and perspective I've sculpted with the help of the Ra material in combination with Bashar...because this dense, heavily veiled world can be experienced as a fun challenge. I've been extremely depressed and had suicidal thoughts before...my suggestion...

Do more fun things which thrill your soul, and DO NOT ALLOW OTHERS TO TELL YOU OTHERWISE.

One of the most difficult things to get the hang of in my experience has been saying NO to others who would discount discourage my own thoughts and plans, and many times they would believe themselves to only be helping me. Nonsense. You have to realize at some point that if your overall perspective is worlds apart from many others, then you can start having fun disagreeing with people.

It does not even have to be an argument.

[APeacefulWarrior]

Do more fun things which thrill your soul, and DO NOT ALLOW OTHERS TO TELL YOU OTHERWISE.

So much this. Like the good Prime Minister of Parliament said... It ain't nothin but a party, y'all.