Synchronicity, A Place Lacking It

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

The other day I hotboxed my new car (old 1999 camry) with two friends.  They seemed insistent on leaving and finally did so.  I realized they coincided with 11:10, a recurring 11:11 phenomenon number I've been seeing.

Then as I laid in bed wondering why, thinking.of illusion, existence,this anger at self welled up inside.

"What do you think Synchronicity means?" I though to myself, "Some Magical fucking coincidence?" I picked up my phone to a 5 page spanning text message with only x's

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (only more with interspersed capital X's)

Impossible I thought.  Like the calculator at work while counting cigarettes was left at 29, I turn around to recheck my count and come back to 7777, dropped my pencil and stepped back horrified but immaculate!

The synchronicity.  I thought to myself, "Is this all a game?  Unconscious from I playing out the pieces, with higher players directing?  Am I even...Real?" And I got madder.  I thought, "If this is all illusion and nothing matters yet I am directed then there is more.  The illusion overlaps.  Souls and guides walk amongst I invisible, manifest synchronicities mturn and direct my attention to clocks, to catayst.  All is One, illusion."

And I sighed thinking I was overthinking, and I just wanted to be alone from my self.

I thought, if its an illusion, its as is like Neo, with more limit.  I need be do as I move my arm or leg or head, I need be do all as such and I can but its tough mentally.

I think illusion is itself an illusion, synchronization of Being.  All is connected, then all is all.  Illusion to reality.

To just be as I desire/will to be.
To do as I desire/will to do.
As i/we create ourselves.

I am all alone.  No wonder i wanted to know myself.  The infinity within me.

Is the Original Thought significant of the state of things before its genesis?

I do not believe reality is horror, I do not think origins are in this instance of horror (even if infinity implies infinite origin). Maybe I glimpse parallels of not so Loving original thought.  Maybe I'm just under greeting with my subconscious desire to be of service pushing me.

Maybe I'll already dead and this is an illusion of timeless origin.  Maybe I am alive approaching death scared of becoming anew and wiser and more evolved (See: "The funny thing is, I don't wanna go!")

Maybe I allow my ego to glimpse infinity and watch it in.horror retaliate continually.  Confused and unable to grasp while I.understand.

There is a place inside of me I call Hell.  That goes on into infinity.  It is like Heaven.  There is a place inside of me that is Obliteration (Primordial Void/Plenum).  That goes on into infinity and IS I, The OIC.

There are many places that I've seen...

Except one.  It is a place devoid of synchronicity.  This is my only clue.

It is not disconnected.  It does not need connection either though.

It is.timeless, it is spaceless, it is meaningless but the Meaning retains.

If synchronicity is illusion, a place lacking it cannot be illusion!
A place beyond eternal, eternal.implies beginning.  A place beyond being, for being.implies beingness.

It is the absolute and I glimpsed it and only.recognized it because it lacks synchronicity at all.  Is separate but present.  Is all, is nothing.

I did not view this place while impaired, but saw it briefly in a dream.  And in my impairment realized something was weird when I thought of synchronicities as not being 'just magical coincidence'.

Will someone help me devise what I saw?

A place without syncing?  Even calling it absolute is incorrect...  its like glimpsing I AM IS AS I IS

Oh, I See after typing that...  but I'm still confused.

Will anyone offer concepts?

We are discussing a place...that...I do not know how to explain except that it lacks synchronicity.

I think.it may be the plane of...Where All Comes From.  Maybe...I think...

I don't know.  Anyone have any ideas?

I want to call it...  Siisasimai. (I am is as I is) or just.  Si'isasimai (see is as i may)

...I feel like I sound crazy

[Minyatur]

Are syncs even a phenomena unveiled? This is a dream and as such syncs are messages either wake up buddy or give importance to that thought, or pretty much w/e. Even if you leave out the LOO, this Universe is nothing but a matrix of energy in probable states that has form because it is observed. A pool of energy that once broke down to a certain extent, you lose the concept of time and space altogether.

I think you should drop the term illusion and go with dream instead. Let's say you dream that you are being tortured and wake up pretty f***** up, the dream was an illusion but the experience was real. Hence illusions are subjective realities, which remain truths as experience. Each experience is an equal part of the All and exist as part of the All. All is One but One is also All, this is the meaning of experiences and why nothing is any less real than anything else. They are not false in themselves, experience of awareness is what is real, the context is what is illusionary within infinite layers of dreams going into greater and greater level of awareness to evolve as an alternative to simply awareness of empty space.

About horror/hell, I think you should picture that you yourself seem to have a strong connection to it. I do think most of Creation is merry and blissful despite many attempts of some to spread their sorrow and darkness.

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What is it that you dislike? The thought of being an individualized portion of the OIC or the thought of currently being a mind/body/spirit complex ego?

[Minyatur]

Is "I am is as I is" meant to replace "I am that I am"?

Because yeah, we ever are only what we are. Others are also just what we all are. That is One awareness under given parameters.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I understand.  Feel free to replace all 'illusion' words in the OP to the best subjective term you require.  The same question remains.

Where did that place 'Truth' come from?  The eternal planes of Being, Pure Consciousness?  Like the concepts in an older thread questioning the Origins of the OIC?

As for I Am Is As I Is:  that phrase was the closest I could get to, like a...past tense way of naming that place, that's because... its like...The Origin across is simply as is in past tense to make sure I understand that its a place not present currently but just a moment ago?  The Moment bit by bit perhaps is Origin?  I don't know...

I just don't know Min.  I don't know what I saw.  Maybe it was literally just a dream and nothing more...  

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

Pulsing moments explain the way our brains can make sense of images that create an animation.

I don't know if you're familiar with frames-per-second or fps, but the human brain can effectively view 32fps as if it were fluid motion transforming constantly into what we perceive is 'motion'.

If the origin of existence being vibration is frequency-oriented.  Where does the vibration disappear into once it lowers frequencies?  If simultaneity implies all happens at once.

Maybe we're all just flashes of The Moment or 'Love' that  formulates the constituent geometric and intelligently designed Intelligent Infinity.  Perhaps we're just a pulsing Moment appearing and disappearing constantly while past/future Moments which we too are, vibrate at a higher/ lower frequency manifesting just as This Moment.

Which means were just flashing light/geometry that constantly returns wherever it comes/came from (as it has to do so otherwise it wouldn't constantly happen) and that makes us existent on a certain frequency, and for all to be One As Is Constantly, there needs to be a constant, the frequency (and wherever/whatever/however it travels/came from/is that we can't follow) is the constant.
Consciousness can exist through anything.  Everything is a vehicle.  The higher self.  The time/space realm.  Violet Ray Allness is a vehicle.  Intelligent Energy is a vehicle.  Love Vibration is a vehicle.  Frequency is a vehicle.  Consciousness has an eternal of everything and is constantly changing thanks to the vehicles of Energy, Vibration, and Frequency with Intelligence (Consciousness)

So where does the Moment Come From?

Does any of this make any sense?  Am i just out there in the crazy zone??

[Minyatur]

I understand.  Feel free to replace all 'illusion' words in the OP to the best subjective term you require.  The same question remains.

Where did that place 'Truth' come from?  The eternal planes of Being, Pure Consciousness?  Like the concepts in an older thread questioning the Origins of the OIC?

As for I Am Is As I Is:  that phrase was the closest I could get to, like a...past tense way of naming that place, that's because... its like...The Origin across is simply as is in past tense to make sure I understand that its a place not present currently but just a moment ago?  The Moment bit by bit perhaps is Origin?  I don't know...

I just don't know Min.  I don't know what I saw.  Maybe it was literally just a dream and nothing more...  

I discussed objectivity with a friend who stopped coming here, about 2 days ago he was saying it doesn't exist, that there is only inter-subjectivity. As such there is no Truth.

I like the sentence. We are because the OIC is, and It is across all we are. He knows that He is, and wants to know what That is.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

So then where does Subjectivity come from?

[BlatzAdict]

Thats weird you would title this a lack of,, but then synchronicity which implies the opposite.

how is there lack when your guides and spirits are itching to encode significance to you, to encode reminders for you to take heed at the thoughts that you are observing in you.

a place to lack synchronicity that's impossible, we live in many parallel realities that most are unaware of.

that's like saying let me go to where the creator doesn't exist. then again whenever i don't get synchronicity it is only whenever i am not following my soul path or destiny.

which is not following the heart. the only way to go to a lack of synchronicity is to literally reject the higher self and follow the sts path i think?

[tamaryn]

The things higher self will do to make you believe.....lmao

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

Thats weird you would title this a lack of,, but then synchronicity which implies the opposite.

how is there lack when your guides and spirits are itching to encode significance to you, to encode reminders for you to take heed at the thoughts that you are observing in you.

a place to lack synchronicity that's impossible, we live in many parallel realities that most are unaware of.

that's like saying let me go to where the creator doesn't exist. then again whenever i don't get synchronicity it is only whenever i am not following my soul path or destiny.

which is not following the heart. the only way to go to a lack of synchronicity is to literally reject the higher self and follow the sts path i think?

More than sure STS Path has synchronicity exactly as the STO path

The bolded is exactly my point.  Its where the Creator came from.  Now I'm trying to make sense of where that came from.

As per the last post I made, the moment that travels across frequencies, vibrations, energy, as Consciousness within them directing them (creating self) there is a place of origin.  What is beyond that place?

To be in a place of no synchronicity is to be in a place without manyness but Pure One where all comes from.  The Source.

So being there, where does it stem from, what is its root.  Then from there, where did the root come from, if the self, then I can accept that.  If somewhere else 'mysterious' then where?  If a clear source is present without origin beyond it somehow was just present, i can accept that too.

I just can't accept what I don't understand, perhaps I'm not openminded enough???

Tam: it may very well just be a dream. I don't know, just trying to make sense of it.

[tamaryn]

Reminds me of my idea of the densest part of creation. The forms and energy furthest from the creator after the big bang. Suspended in their evolution, moving but slowly.

[AnthroHeart]

Would the densest part of creation be visible to us?

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

As a conscience yes. As a human looking with eyes, uncertain.

[AnthroHeart]

I believe Ra said that 4D negative was incredibly compacted with that gravity well.
I think that's denser than 3D.

Then maybe Source itself is the densest of all. Of course we can see the 3D portion of creation.

[tamaryn]

Perceptive!

Yes I've imagined these places many times. I think we already digest and process energy from there in 3d (as catalyst?). And I believe catalyst communicates with itself through all dimensions, meaning that we are processing energy from all levels with each respective chakra.

I'm just now learning to actually tune myself as a disciplined awakened entity, and falling flat on my face sometimes.

Sharper shadows for sure.

[Minyatur]

So then where does Subjectivity come from?

Anything that lies under the fact that we are. 

We are One; we are many; we are aware; we are unaware, etc.. etc.. etc.. etc..

All there is, is awareness of experience. That is the only Truth, anything else is within what this experience is. The One is awareness, awareness of each and every thing.

Infinity is infinite in infinite ways. Hard to picture for a growing infinite part of it's infinite's infinite ways.

[Minyatur]

I had many questions like yours concerning the OIC. Why is nothingness not the only thing there is? How could something emerge out of nothing? Why is there energy? Why is there will?etc..

But the facts are that those are unimportant, we are asking the quesiton and that is proof enough that something is.

[tamaryn]

Gemini, I thought of a nice analogy,

Imagine the source entity as a fully functioning energetic human body.

What are the desnest parts? What parts are lightest and most diaphinous? What parts are vile?