Meditative visions - and other visualisations.

[Jeremy]

Well the morning started off interesting. I listen to a Dubstep channel on pandora to get me ready for the gym. As I turned it on, I started jamming to a song before one even played and sure enough that exact song started playing

Anyways, I'm trying to see how deep I can get again and as I'm envisioning a tree going down the trunk into the roots, I get a bit of anxiety which told me to stay at the trunk. As I'm concentrating on the trunk, I start getting extremely lightheaded almost like a hyperventilation even though my breathing was controlled. This generally means that my centers are balancing a bit which didn't really surprise me since I'm just restarting my normal meditation routine. What surprised me was the deeper I went, I heard "he is beginning to see", "he is beginning to believe". I held on for as long as I could until my time was up but I felt that it was indeed fruitful.

[Phoenix]

Anyways, I'm trying to see how deep I can get again and as I'm envisioning a tree going down the trunk into the roots, I get a bit of anxiety which told me to stay at the trunk. As I'm concentrating on the trunk, I start getting extremely lightheaded almost like a hyperventilation even though my breathing was controlled. This generally means that my centers are balancing a bit which didn't really surprise me since I'm just restarting my normal meditation routine. What surprised me was the deeper I went, I heard "he is beginning to see", "he is beginning to believe". I held on for as long as I could until my time was up but I felt that it was indeed fruitful.

'He is beginning to believe' is a quote from the Matrix. When Neo turns around to first face the Smith.

Perhaps there are parts of you that have not been quite convinced about the metaphysical world.

[AnthroHeart]

I too get antsy if I try to get too deep. I've seen what my subconscious mind can produce projected onto a television set, and it didn't make any sense.

[Phoenix]

Uri Geller talks about the television set in order to telepathically see what others are thinking.

[Sagittarius]

Uri Geller talks about the television set in order to telepathically see what others are thinking.

Well what's on tv ? Wouldn't at all have anything to do with the mind being projected would it.

[Jeremy]

Anyways, I'm trying to see how deep I can get again and as I'm envisioning a tree going down the trunk into the roots, I get a bit of anxiety which told me to stay at the trunk. As I'm concentrating on the trunk, I start getting extremely lightheaded almost like a hyperventilation even though my breathing was controlled. This generally means that my centers are balancing a bit which didn't really surprise me since I'm just restarting my normal meditation routine. What surprised me was the deeper I went, I heard "he is beginning to see", "he is beginning to believe". I held on for as long as I could until my time was up but I felt that it was indeed fruitful.

'He is beginning to believe' is a quote from the Matrix. When Neo turns around to first face the Smith.

Perhaps there are parts of you that have not been quite convinced about the metaphysical world.

Oh I definitely have a lot of doubt still. It's been one of my biggest challenges with this philosophy. I mean, I get the gist of it and it's most basic aspects but I remain highly skeptical of aspects of the magical personality. Though such recent occurrences are definitely transforming such doubt.

[Unbound]

Ironic that we require faith and will in order to develop the magical personality, but the challenge of having faith in the magical personality before being able to fully experience its magic stops most people before they have begun.

[Jeremy]

Ironic that we require faith and will in order to develop the magical personality, but the challenge of having faith in the magical personality before being able to fully experience its magic stops most people before they have begun.

It is quite ironic I agree. When I stated I remained skeptical, I should have noted that I remained skeptical in my own ability so I'm definitely not discounting the entire possibility of others. I've had experiences with mediums that's blown my mind before so I know metaphysics is real. Maybe the entire issue revolves around some sort of lack of self worth in that respect