Anyone else feel the huge energy influx these last few days?

[Patrick]

That's excellent xise, you are getting very nice acknowledgments from your metaphysical friends.

[Sagittarius]

Exactly. Not really a challenge after the fall though, once you go through that faith in-tact, I can't think of anything that would make me fearful or nervous, f*** it I'am already dead.

This is how I feel sometimes. I often get thoughts of dying though, usually in the same gruesome manner. But I know I'm alive since I have to work. Your words bring up some questions I have to myself. Am I alive or dead? Well, the heat here is pretty hot, and my a/c is barely keeping up. But at least I have a pet dog that shows me love at times. I wish I could just know. I remember dying, worn out and broken. But here I am as if nothing happened.
With all this I'd rather be on the other side. But if I were, I'd probably wish I were back here on this side. I definitely don't feel the unconditional love that those who go through Near-Death experiences go through. Even though I remember dying, I didn't feel the overwhelming bliss. It was very hot, a lot of heat the whole experience.

I think my frustration with this life is that I just want to get on with it already. Funny thing, I'm not suicidal, but just feel the other side is better.

I remember during part of the experience I felt like a child. I knew for sure then that I had died. Then it went back and forth between living and dead, and I thought it would be really cruel to still be living after all those experiences I had of such love. I did feel love now that I think about it. It wasn't overpowering though. But it was more fascinating and intriguing.

I think I'm slowly coming out of my slump. having to see psychiatrists and therapists and taking meds now isn't really helping my mood and outlook on life. It's a somewhat dark time. And it's a slow cycle.

It is hard to explain what I mean by me being dead. I don't mean it in an un-alive sense I mean more it more in the metaphorical sense, the part of me that was holding me back has died, all of the useless s*** I have held onto which was only strengthening the darkness is gone, all that is left is the desire for unconditional love totally and completely.

I will not take anything else, I have no fear to just ignore or walk away from people or to let my truth out. The negativity is dieing and any attempt to fight the negativity with positivity will only strengthen the negative, as they are one in the same. Instead I will be silent and ignore it. I simply have no space for it in my brain anymore, I reject it completely and utterly.

I don't even have to try though, something clicked in my brain like the previous times my thought patterns have changed and boom fear is meaningless to me.

What is there to fear when you are a ghost,

[Plenum]

mercury retrograde is kinda killing communications here ... but otherwise, things are gut.

see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Academic_gr...in_Germany

2 (gut, good) is the next-highest and is given for performance that meets the standard completely and is above-average

yeah, one person is gonna get that joke lol.

[Sagittarius]

mercury retrograde is kinda killing communications here ... but otherwise, things are gut.

see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Academic_gr...in_Germany

2 (gut, good) is the next-highest and is given for performance that meets the standard completely and is above-average

yeah, one person is gonna get that joke lol.

Dem Germans and there dual meanings?

Gut as in I got a gut feeling which also means good.

Did I do gut ? lol

[xise]

I'm still feeling the night, the darkness. Not everyday, but two out of three days are so dark these past few weeks.

Sagittarius, you were so right, the lows are really low. Ah well...I'm sure it will pass with time.

[Sagittarius]

I'm still feeling the night, the darkness. Not everyday, but two out of three days are so dark these past few weeks.

Sagittarius, you were so right, the lows are really low. Ah well...I'm sure it will pass with time.

Yeh mate It sucks, It has to all be worth it though.

[Spaced]

I feel like I've gotten over most of my lows . . . but that said I have the funny feeling I'm going to have to deal with something I really don't want to in the near future.

[kdsii]

Anybody else experience some weirdnesses yesterday?
EVERY time I glanced at the clock, it was 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, then 11:11, 12:12, then 12:34.
Spooked me a little

[Parsons]

Anybody else experience some weirdnesses yesterday?
EVERY time I glanced at the clock, it was 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, then 11:11, 12:12, then 12:34.
Spooked me a little

...... Yes, absolutely. More clock/time synchronicities than normal yesterday. Nearly every time I would look at the clock, it would be a time synchronicity that was obvious or had personal meaning to me (eg 7:21, 7:11, 11:13, 11:17).

Glad I wasn't the only one to experience/notice this.

[kdsii]

And today. Another 11:11 and 12:12. Granted, these were the -only-, impulse glances at the clock. Odd

Anybody else experience some weirdnesses yesterday?
EVERY time I glanced at the clock, it was 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, then 11:11, 12:12, then 12:34.
Spooked me a little

...... Yes, absolutely. More clock/time synchronicities than normal yesterday. Nearly every time I would look at the clock, it would be a time synchronicity that was obvious or had personal meaning to me (eg 7:21, 7:11, 11:13, 11:17).

Glad I wasn't the only one to experience/notice this.

[xise]

Yes to yesterday, yes to today...the numbers are going crazy. There is also stange energy in the air today. People tired and restless despite a lot of sleep. I closed my eyes for a second and saw violet blue and green energy, the latter two I almost never see even while meditating.

[Sagittarius]

Hehe it's picking up speed guys. I have seen and learnt so much in the past 2 days. The colours are coming back it's like I never really saw the world but now it's so beautiful I can't stop looking at it. I'am starting to feel the Law of One rather then try to understand or know it. Feeeeeeeeeel it. Goddam it's all been worth it a 1000 times over.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm not noticing anything special, yet.

[Sagittarius]

I'm not noticing anything special, yet.

That's the beauty of time, there is always time. It will come when it comes have no fear hehe.

[xise]

Hehe it's picking up speed guys. I have seen and learnt so much in the past 2 days. The colours are coming back it's like I never really saw the world but now it's so beautiful I can't stop looking at it. I'am starting to feel the Law of One rather then try to understand or know it. Feeeeeeeeeel it. Goddam it's all been worth it a 1000 times over.

haha yes things are looking good here too sagittarius, especially since you posted at 4:44 for me

[Parsons]

Yes to yesterday, yes to today...the numbers are going crazy. There is also stange energy in the air today. People tired and restless despite a lot of sleep. I closed my eyes for a second and saw violet blue and green energy, the latter two I almost never see even while meditating.

OH EM GEE. Just had a conversation 5 mins ago with security guard at work that we both super fatigued/tired even though the normal amount of sleep!

[Sagittarius]

Yes to yesterday, yes to today...the numbers are going crazy. There is also stange energy in the air today. People tired and restless despite a lot of sleep. I closed my eyes for a second and saw violet blue and green energy, the latter two I almost never see even while meditating.

OH EM GEE. Just had a conversation 5 mins ago with security guard at work that we both super fatigued/tired even though the normal amount of sleep!

I can't stop yawning today. I just feel like sitting silently in the sun with a smoke in my hand. Haven't felt this peaceful in this experience so far. Everything seams to be coming together as we planned.

Will we even have to wait till 21/12? Are we in 4d now ? Who knows who cares I just want this feeling to grow.