What I don't look forward to in the afterlife.

[Adonai One]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

[AnthroHeart]

I look forward to remembering who I truly am.

[Ashim]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

What fear?
What are you afraid of?
Be more specific.

[Adonai One]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

What fear?
What are you afraid of?
Be more specific.

I am afraid of having to dissolve what I desire now, my constructed purposes for entirely new ones.

[Ashim]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

What fear?
What are you afraid of?
Be more specific.

I am afraid of having to dissolve what I desire now, my constructed purposes for entirely new ones.

They will be your own creations.
Only you own your creations, no one else.
Is what you 'desire' really that that you wish to be manifest, or is is a product of societal conditioning?

[zenmaster]

I am afraid of having to dissolve what I desire now, my constructed purposes for entirely new ones.

Desires are transient. The idea is to pursue them to inevitable transcendence while increasing consciousness. Maintaining a desire without ever acknowledging and actually exploring it, is ignoring catalyst and stifles learning. The greater indignity is wasting the provided opportunity, which everyone is free to do.

[Aloneness]

Can't wait for the afterlife. Well, I'm looking forward to it, very much so.

[Adonai One]

Can't wait for the afterlife. Well, I'm looking forward to it, very much so.

It's restful. It's certainly a nice vacation.

[Aloneness]

Am I hallucinating or did you in fact just mentioned... VACATION?
It's the forbidden word!

[AnthroHeart]

I'm very much eager for the afterlife as well, and I don't want to come back if possible.

[Hototo]

I look forward to very little in the "afterlife"

[Aloneness]

I've considered going on vacation several times today, yesterday and the day before.
But, I don't want to come back either so I'll just figure this poop out and get on with it.

[Unbound]

There is only life, constant change which we either embrace or resist. When we pass from our physical forms we will make more choices for catalyst and experience. Nothing is decided and nothing is lost.

[Unbound]

Of course I don't spend much time, if any at all, thinking about the "afterlife".

[Jeremy]

Of course I don't spend much time, if any at all, thinking about the "afterlife".

Because to dwell on such triviality, one would detract themselves from the joys of this moment, and the next, and so on. To think of what may or may not come beyond this life and to fear such would indicate that one has yet to have complete faith in ones path.

There also seems to be a clinging to this incarnation without the full acceptance of the illusion that whatever happens will happen regardless of what one wishes to be true once the incarnation ends. Free will determines the end result within the illusion of course but to worry about something that can never be known until the time comes just seems counterproductive to simply Being the I AM.

[spero]

This session sounds like it might address some of your concerns
http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1023.aspx

Jim: The question this week, Q’uo, is from M: “I understand that, according to Ra, when the third-density experience of an entity has ended, the soul distills the essence of that experience and nothing of value is lost. However, I’m wondering whether the personality has any value to the soul. I find the idea of the personality being lost discomforting. I understand that my soul will prevail but what about ‘me’? I mean the ‘me’ that I identify with now. If my personality is lost, isn’t that the same as ‘me’ ceasing to exist? And, in addition, isn’t my soul’s identity also lost when it joins a social memory complex? And isn’t the social memory complex’s identity lost when it merges back to the Creator? Can Q’uo please comment?”

[GentleReckoning]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

Do some good drugs. With a good sitter. YMMV

[Unbound]

This session sounds like it might address some of your concerns
http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1023.aspx

Jim: The question this week, Q’uo, is from M: “I understand that, according to Ra, when the third-density experience of an entity has ended, the soul distills the essence of that experience and nothing of value is lost. However, I’m wondering whether the personality has any value to the soul. I find the idea of the personality being lost discomforting. I understand that my soul will prevail but what about ‘me’? I mean the ‘me’ that I identify with now. If my personality is lost, isn’t that the same as ‘me’ ceasing to exist? And, in addition, isn’t my soul’s identity also lost when it joins a social memory complex? And isn’t the social memory complex’s identity lost when it merges back to the Creator? Can Q’uo please comment?”

I think this is one of my favorite Q'uo sessions I have read, thanks for posting, really reflects my own considerations.

[Charles]

Adonai One, your magnificent mind and personality were created and are alive under a veil of ignorance. You won't loose that, you'll still have it look upon and to learn from, as you do your other lives.

Your current desires may be replaced with curiosity or interest, or more likely with the wisdom of laughter. You are much much more than the brain you call mind at the moment.

You are not your brain, you are not your body, you are the one who observes brain and experiences body.

How do you resolve such fear (?) I don't really know. Perhaps by realizing that illusion is not truth? I've taken many people to their Life Between Lives, and experiencing the understanding and love and patience and joy and peace and wisdom over there, is overwhelming.

The frequencies of that dimension don't include fear. Fear, like Anger, like violence, and like egocentric self-importance, will just dissolve in the bliss of your joyful homecoming.

Your immortal soul life is Real, this life under the veil, is illusion. Dissolving your current purpose and desires is better known as freedom.

I died when I was 25 in a car accident, and I'm old now. I look forward to death, but that does't mean I'm suicidal. It simply means that at the worst of times, while hanging around in my body, I know that bliss is my next stop. And I know that that stop, just as this one here, is just a point along the way towards our universal destiny of further and further soul growth. Eternity.

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[AnthroHeart]

Not to mention 4D will be bliss and joy, not being behind the veil any longer. I'd give up my personality to merge with the godhead, as it is only an illusion. What we have to look forward to on the other side, nothing can compare to here on Earth. I believe all of our desires will pale in comparison to the bliss that awaits us.

[Oldern]

One interesting thing to consider in this topic is this.
The current "I" in you, the I in me, the I of everyone is already a result of a desire to be incarnated here THAT PARTICULAR WAY.

Ergo...the question is not whether "I" will be reserved/preserved/whatever. The question is: do I do the best with the urges and desires that was used to build ME in the first place?