I stumbled upon this article as last night, and other nights, I reached a level of intoxication where I was perceiving reality to be generating from my subconscious mind in a negative manner. Thoughts of life being a dream needed to be awoken from filled my mind with thoughts of throwing myself out the moving vehicle, as though none of this really mattered anyway.
It was a semi-conscious perception of reality that I understood to be short-sighted and fear-based, but what made those feelings come into mind anyway? Can we, as spiritual beings, drift in and out of love and fear based consciousness that physically alters the life we're living? Like, going in and out of parallel universes? I ask this 'cause these times where this has happened I feel like Satan is real, and that intoxication (alcohol & marijuana usually) is a way for my consciousness to be dumbed down and "re-programmed" per se with fear. It's not like these feelings come out of nowhere though, it's like I'm living my fear, streamlining it, if you will.
So I find this article, and some of it makes sense relating to what I'm feeling, but they are suggesting universal love, meditation, channeling and the 'subjective experience in finding God' and other Law of One teachings are false and demonic, and not in line with what God reeeally wants from us in life.
I dont believe their claims, as though God is testing us here on Earth and that the ignorant, blindly obedient sheeple are the blessed ones in the end.
Spiritual Drunkeness
What is Occult
I am scared though, as you may tell, since my consciousness went, say, over to the railing, looking down. I feel a little better now that I'm sober, but to think that all of these lessons and teachings are wrong, and unlearn them and submit strictly to the dogma of the church, or 'the Word', is to prove what I believe satan stands for correct: Ignorance IS bliss.
It was a semi-conscious perception of reality that I understood to be short-sighted and fear-based, but what made those feelings come into mind anyway? Can we, as spiritual beings, drift in and out of love and fear based consciousness that physically alters the life we're living? Like, going in and out of parallel universes? I ask this 'cause these times where this has happened I feel like Satan is real, and that intoxication (alcohol & marijuana usually) is a way for my consciousness to be dumbed down and "re-programmed" per se with fear. It's not like these feelings come out of nowhere though, it's like I'm living my fear, streamlining it, if you will.
So I find this article, and some of it makes sense relating to what I'm feeling, but they are suggesting universal love, meditation, channeling and the 'subjective experience in finding God' and other Law of One teachings are false and demonic, and not in line with what God reeeally wants from us in life.
I dont believe their claims, as though God is testing us here on Earth and that the ignorant, blindly obedient sheeple are the blessed ones in the end.
Spiritual Drunkeness
What is Occult
I am scared though, as you may tell, since my consciousness went, say, over to the railing, looking down. I feel a little better now that I'm sober, but to think that all of these lessons and teachings are wrong, and unlearn them and submit strictly to the dogma of the church, or 'the Word', is to prove what I believe satan stands for correct: Ignorance IS bliss.
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It's a scary idea to break away from. Obedience vs. personal responsibility/freedom.
