Ascension Symptoms

[AnthroHeart]

All plant life glows for me like I'm on shrooms now.

On drugs, I can channel information that makes people of lower vibrations gtfo.

Oh another symptom might be that I'm slowly designing plans to save the world. Depending on my vibration, the plans will completely change as well which makes solidifying anything very difficult.

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Oh, I think I'm being taught how to teleport!

I've at times thought I was solely responsible for ascending the world. It's a good thing that isn't true. I just hope, really hope, the Ra material is true. I want there to be a 4D so bad.

Right now I'm broadcasting love, in spite of feeling a little unsettled.

[BlatzAdict]

So ummm yesterday I got really stoned and my light started to flicker. I felt like this energy front at my crown chakra and it kind of pulsated or modulated..

I remember when the light bulb above me in my room flickered there was this certain frequency I felt. I tried to mimic it with my energy and the lightbulb flickered as i did.. I was so shocked I really didn't want to try it again because I thought what I was doing was going to pop the lightbulb. I don't feel any different then than I do today.

Anyway I thought nothing of it, today i woke up and it was raining. drizzling all morning. By lunch it had started to clear up. I thought I really hope my garden gets some more water because this just isn't gonna cut it.

I willed it like crazy to rain, and it did, it downpoured, and it ended just when I expected. I'm not sure if I'm controlling things, or if things are doing their own thing and I am picking up on when they are about to happen? Or maybe I'm just lucky?

Either way I don't know who else to talk to for guidance about this. I find my powers growing alarmingly at a rate well.. I really love these changes and I welcome them, and I am super grateful for them to be in my life. However I just want to make sure I'm using them responsibly. I think I am at the point where I need an adept teacher. Because I'm hitting completely new territory here.

[GentleReckoning]

I've done the light flicker thing as well. For me it was when I'd push energy out of my crown.

I've even popped a light bulb. (possibly)

I wouldn't worry about it. You're still in 3d so get to slide with the confusion/free will excuse. If your heart doesn't vibe with you playing around with the illusion, then don't.

[BlatzAdict]

i want to play just not at anyone elses expense or my own

[GentleReckoning]

The point of the veil is specifically to allow us to play, and then learn. As we can never truly 'know' how we will affect another person (or ourselves) experimentation + reflection is the way to go.

[BlatzAdict]

Not necessary for play to the adept but to figure out if one is truley engaging in sto or sts activity. One thinks of the few ngative graduates from venus that came to regret thier actions while intending to be of service they found it necessary to help others to polarize by becoming sts and regretted it later. I lile to hope i have some sort of moral compass that hasnt been tarnished in similar ways

[GentleReckoning]

Who are we to judge?

Their path seems like one that would bestow a significant amount of very unique catalyst.

Besides, you have a pair of souls that get to rock their way through a 3d negative into a 4d negative path. Then they get to re-orient and relearn 4th with Ra. Sounds hot and heavy to me.

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The relevant session. Would probably make for some of the best LOO fanfiction.

I wonder if their traveling together allowed them their escape from the negative path before 6d... or perhaps it was the rapidity of their switch. Very cool.

[AnthroHeart]

Not necessary for play to the adept but to figure out if one is truley engaging in sto or sts activity. One thinks of the few ngative graduates from venus that came to regret thier actions while intending to be of service they found it necessary to help others to polarize by becoming sts and regretted it later. I lile to hope i have some sort of moral compass that hasnt been tarnished in similar ways

I'd feel sorry too if I had been polarizing negatively without realizing it. Let's hope not. I don't want to be left behind. I don't rule people so I don't think I'd be negative enough for 4D-.

[AnthroHeart]

Don't be too hard on yourself Parsons. I don't think any of us can totally let go of anger or frustration and still function in life. I still get angry on the highways. Who wouldn't in certain situations? And sometimes, I totally blow my cool there. After I've settled down, I'll usually aknowledge to myself and whomever else cares..."well, that could have been handled better".

You're trying...no one can ask more.

That's good to know. Whether we are ascending or not, we are trying. I just wonder if the ascension is just so slow and drawn out that it might take several lifetimes to get it right. Ascension is an individual thing. Each person will experience it differently. I still have potentially many more years of life, if I don't have an accident or die naturally. But even still if something happens to me, I would have done what I needed to do when I needed to do it. And that makes me happy. If I can serve Ra by helping with their distortions at all, I'll be a happy camper. I so much want to serve my social memory complex while I'm here if that's at all possible.

[BlatzAdict]

If I can serve Ra by helping with their distortions at all, I'll be a happy camper. I so much want to serve my social memory complex while I'm here if that's at all possible.

Being of service to the memory complex is by doing what it is you are already doing and trying to express your highest expression of love. creating those experiences and memories so that others will be able to experience through you, your hardship and your lessons. I think.

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you Blatz. I don't think I can affect another person's distortions, even Ra. But I'm sure they appreciate what I've done for them to date. With them, I helped create gifts for Creator. I can't see through the veil, so I have no idea how my gifts were accepted. And I believe in my experience I have learn/teach to Ra, as they were probably curious how my experiences would turn out. Fortunately I haven't had a lot of hardship, though I've had difficult lessons. Such happens when you seek really hard.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know, but yesterday I was out of it. Felt achy all over. I don't feel like I'm at that high of a vibration. But I don't know. Can't be sure.

[Hotsizzle77]

I believe I have also experienced a number of things that might be considered "ascension symptoms." Since Awakening my body has become increasingly intolerant of meat. Initially meat just made me uncomfortable and made me feel "heavy," so I began eating it less and less frequently. Currently I eat fish or chicken maybe once a week, but I maintain a mostly vegetarian diet. I recently had beef for the first time in months, and awoke with a violent headache, which only went away after mediating and balancing my energy centers. I have also been experiencing other generic "ascension symptoms" such as ringing in the ears, irregular sleep patterns (waking every two or three hours at night), and a few others.

I know there is a so called "ascension syndrome" list floating around somewhere, with dozens of so called "symptoms." However, I find its inclusiveness of "symptoms" to push it beyond useful to overly generic. If any of you have experienced the things I have mentioned I would enjoy hearing your thoughts.

I also experience ringing in my ears during deep meditation. I also wake up twice at random times of the night.

Also tingling sensations occur in my crown chakra, I've received images of violet ray spinning during meditation resembling one with divine.

There's many more symptoms too

[AnthroHeart]

Some have said that we begin to disappear from others' views as our vibration raises and we ascend. I've never appeared invisible to others.

[Hotsizzle77]

Some have said that we begin to disappear from others' views as our vibration raises and we ascend. I've never appeared invisible to others.

I've wondered about that too

[I_Am_The_One]

I see thing in the sky as well. I haven't progressed, if you will, to the point of seeing this grid but... I definitely see the little things flying around. especially these little streaks of white light. I think we will definitely make it to harvest without nuclear devastation. not to say it will be easy!!! but in it not being easy, gives us the potential for great works!



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