2011.01.08 - Social memory complex and the self in third density

[Patrick]

Indigo ray unworthiness has more to do with you not being able to accept your INFINITE worth for the Creator. Not being able to accept that the current you (just as it currently is) is INFINITELY worthy of the Creation, of the Creator and of being the Creator. Not being able to accept that without YOU, nothing would ever be complete, nothing could ever possibly be complete without the you that you currently are.

Could the orange ray unworthiness and indigo ray unworthiness have some connection to each other? In terms of... could the orange ray unworthiness have utility in understanding the indigo ray unworthiness?

Sometimes it feels the unworthiness comes from something from past life etc. And even in remembrance of that unconditional love there's this sense of unworthiness and guilt. It's even hard to know where to start to release that.

If I remember correctly, orange ray unworthiness is deep depression. Not wanting to go on, not feeling worthy of life. Suicidal. Or am I mixing it with red ray issues ? humm.

I guess some catalysts could trigger orange ray issues when they encounter orange ray blockages and other kinds of catalysts could reach indigo ray blockages, all at the same time.

In any case, forgiveness of Self is key. We chose our limitations and positive use of our experiences is acceptance. We are always failing in this world, so we are always in need of forgiving the Self.

As much as I want to love everything, every situation and every one unconditionally, just as they are, I fail constantly. So I forgive my Self constantly and when I do succeed, I try to feel gratitude instead of pride.

This is what working in indigo ray feels like to me.