Mea Culpa

[Ankh]

Does anyone have any tips on how I can learn to accept this part of myself?

I understand what you are speaking of. I have myself had one past life regression where some "unacceptable" material was shown for the self. And I am not saying that I am passed through this lesson, as I am still struggling with it. And I have also seen other things within my mind which are "unacceptable" in regards to other life time experiences, so I certainly understand where you are coming from. What I can offer is what Ra said once:

Gaze within a mirror. See the Creator.

And:

All things are acceptable in the proper time for each entity, and in experiencing, in understanding, in accepting, in then sharing with other-selves, the appropriate description shall be moving away from distortions of one kind to distortions of another which may be more consonant with the Law of One.

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._0716.aspx

Now, what is the essence of freedom? Each of you certainly feels that it is “somewhere else” and certainly not in the present moment, or in the present life experience. And yet we say to you that full freedom is available to you within this experience, just as the Kingdom of Heaven is available to any who will do the work to transform themselves into a lighter being.

Thank you for your contribution which was beautiful. The above Quote reminded me of:

Enlightenment is *of the moment*, is an opening to intelligent infinity. It can only be accomplished by the self, for the self. Another self cannot teach/learn enlightenment, but only teach/learn information, inspiration, or a sharing of love, of mystery, of the unknown that makes the other-self reach out and begin the seeking process that ends *in a moment*, but who can know when an entity will open the gate to *the present*?