10-30-2012, 02:45 AM
Let it pass or come with me.
The plant is called Kratom. I discovered it online several years ago and did not investigate further because at the time I was not ready for this herb, unbeknownst to me. I love what cannabis has done for me but is simply not something I use often. Nor can I use it for relieving anxiety as it caused paranoia. That's where Kratom comes into play. It gives me everything I wanted out of cannabis.
So many moons later I had found Kratom at the perfect time in my life. Like cannabis, this plant has tremendous healing properties, however, it can be missused, overused, abused etc. but that is why I found it at the right time. I have no desire to abuse anything I put in my body. I no longer abuse cannabis, I no longer abuse coca-cola or calories or even putting large quantities of intensive stimuli into my CNS such as videogaming or tv. The responsible STO "adult" being has polarized but the psychedelic love child still thrives.
The healthiness it makes me feel in the mind is reflected in the body (the main alkaloids are even antioxidants). It relaxes my body fully. It rips open my heart. It calms my mind. It does not cause psychedelic or mind-altered thoughts in the way cannabis does. The last time I had cannabis, I felt like I was hugging god but that was paired with equally strong paranoid feelings.
The most peculiar thing I have noticed is that with its help I have reduced my chronic anxiety by %90, if I were to put it into analytical speak that is. It just feels dramatically reduced! I took it a handful of times per week for months. I probably averaged three times per week. Then I stopped using it abruptly because I wanted to feel out the lesson that this plant is teaching me. After three weeks of not eating any my anxiety was still fairly reduced. Now I like to take it even less frequently because it's effects are more full, the main thing being the heart opening. I get to feel what it's like to love all things on some level now more often than if I was not eating this plant.
I'm truly grateful to have been blessed with this plant ally from the creator. It has been like a friend helping me through a complex phase of living. I have seen and so I now can practice the virtues of the plants teachings. When ever I'm not one with kratom I am practicing loving you all, smiling, meditating, contemplating, being kind and patient. I don't lie, I won't make a statement if I don't feel it inside me at the present moment. That being said I freely say I love you all. I love all things.
The plant is called Kratom. I discovered it online several years ago and did not investigate further because at the time I was not ready for this herb, unbeknownst to me. I love what cannabis has done for me but is simply not something I use often. Nor can I use it for relieving anxiety as it caused paranoia. That's where Kratom comes into play. It gives me everything I wanted out of cannabis.
So many moons later I had found Kratom at the perfect time in my life. Like cannabis, this plant has tremendous healing properties, however, it can be missused, overused, abused etc. but that is why I found it at the right time. I have no desire to abuse anything I put in my body. I no longer abuse cannabis, I no longer abuse coca-cola or calories or even putting large quantities of intensive stimuli into my CNS such as videogaming or tv. The responsible STO "adult" being has polarized but the psychedelic love child still thrives.
The healthiness it makes me feel in the mind is reflected in the body (the main alkaloids are even antioxidants). It relaxes my body fully. It rips open my heart. It calms my mind. It does not cause psychedelic or mind-altered thoughts in the way cannabis does. The last time I had cannabis, I felt like I was hugging god but that was paired with equally strong paranoid feelings.
The most peculiar thing I have noticed is that with its help I have reduced my chronic anxiety by %90, if I were to put it into analytical speak that is. It just feels dramatically reduced! I took it a handful of times per week for months. I probably averaged three times per week. Then I stopped using it abruptly because I wanted to feel out the lesson that this plant is teaching me. After three weeks of not eating any my anxiety was still fairly reduced. Now I like to take it even less frequently because it's effects are more full, the main thing being the heart opening. I get to feel what it's like to love all things on some level now more often than if I was not eating this plant.
I'm truly grateful to have been blessed with this plant ally from the creator. It has been like a friend helping me through a complex phase of living. I have seen and so I now can practice the virtues of the plants teachings. When ever I'm not one with kratom I am practicing loving you all, smiling, meditating, contemplating, being kind and patient. I don't lie, I won't make a statement if I don't feel it inside me at the present moment. That being said I freely say I love you all. I love all things.
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