Death experiences

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I had a NDE when I was about 3 years old when I had a high fever and went into a seizure. Funny thing is that I recall this memory with a red hue (everything seemed reddish)... I remember the doctor dunking my body into a bucket of ice and I was watching it from above. Memory is such a curious thing... for some reason this NDE memory was connected to my feelings towards my mother, particularly my anger that she was not home when I was sick with fever! Interesting work done during therapy around this experience tho lol.