11-17-2012, 06:28 PM
Hi there.
For what it may be worth, here is a way of conceptualizing things you already know.
One could say that prior to STS & STO there is polarity. Polarity is like the juice in a battery and the others are motivations for expending the energy. Creating your own reality, as it were, is what results from the experience of the energy expenditure.
For example, you're a student in university. The degree of intensity with which you strive to learn--truly learn--together with other inherent qualities determines your capacity to expend energy upon learning and might be analogous to polarity.
But what motivates you to learn? Are you intending to set yourself up well in the world? Are simply striving to explore the beauty of creation? If so, why? Or put another way, when you look at how you expend your energy, what are the purposes, what are your motivations? This would be analogous to choosing to serve the Creatrix, others, self, whatever. [All of these, of course, lead to the self which then eventually leads to "the One," if you will.]
The result of your energy traveling along your chosen lines of force is, indeed, the reality you have created for yourself, the one which you understand (maybe?) and inhabit. I hope you're enjoying it!
For what it may be worth, here is a way of conceptualizing things you already know.
One could say that prior to STS & STO there is polarity. Polarity is like the juice in a battery and the others are motivations for expending the energy. Creating your own reality, as it were, is what results from the experience of the energy expenditure.
For example, you're a student in university. The degree of intensity with which you strive to learn--truly learn--together with other inherent qualities determines your capacity to expend energy upon learning and might be analogous to polarity.
But what motivates you to learn? Are you intending to set yourself up well in the world? Are simply striving to explore the beauty of creation? If so, why? Or put another way, when you look at how you expend your energy, what are the purposes, what are your motivations? This would be analogous to choosing to serve the Creatrix, others, self, whatever. [All of these, of course, lead to the self which then eventually leads to "the One," if you will.]
The result of your energy traveling along your chosen lines of force is, indeed, the reality you have created for yourself, the one which you understand (maybe?) and inhabit. I hope you're enjoying it!