11-24-2012, 11:11 AM
Thank you three. Especially Carlas funny remark at 40:04 about "another Angel on this" Made me laugh because in our dialogue angels are views of consiouscness that are kind of separated from the people talking of them but yeah. You have a nice "angel" on this 
Much oblidged.
Edit: giggling about it so much that i'm struggling to maintain my usual dull self. So that might sound like a very unusual observation for me compared to my usual forum self. Good radioshow.
Edit2: i wrote a dream journal as a kid, one of the funniest one was me chasing the holy grail which was actually a block of cheese and then me going through this underwater diving temple system that was super awesome and lead to t his weird temple system. And then me in this dream with my shadow touching people that sort of morphed into a movie thats now available or a x-files episode or something. It was really a freaking weird dream.
then I have this commonly recurring dream of this bug world where i'm fighting bugs, then several hell like worlds where i'm crawling through these weird caves, a couple of insect like worlds, a few really complex underdground/aboveground castle cave systems that are just insanely complex, then like 3-4 repeating dream city places. One with dragon invasions from a game taht i turned into a clay animation as a child and then from that to a dream to a real "multicolor coded" dream. Thats as "real" as this world but not as longevic as this world (same parameters i think but not the same length, obviously for obvious reasons) (cup within a cup if it is same length and what not)
What else.... hmm.....
I had a recurring dream where my brother was this crab monster that grabbed my leg and prevented me from flying and i had to fight him and i lost and usually woke up crying and screaming. Those ended when i confronted myself about the sexual abuse and what not.
I also had a recurring dream where black swamp monster like things rise up from my bathroom drains and i fight them with my father who turns into one of them. Classic end of childhood horror dreams. The stuff of horrors.
Then a recurring thought about a demon that wanted me to serve it in some weird fashion but i offered to bring him a couple of boxes of stakes instead and it was like om om nom nom. Then i later banished it in a meditation and it never came back.
Several classical alien abduction type dreams. Both ended when i was a child. Oh no, one contiuned until i was like maybe 20ish, maybe 19. Then i ganed then self power to eradicate any hostile aliens from my dreamsphere by making them my friends and what not.
Yeah and a few dozen odd dreams here and there that continue or repeat and play out. sort of like 30-40 random archtype worlds and their dialogues with each other in a clouded chemically induced coma huh. Writing all that out every night is like writing 30 fantasy novels page by page at all at the same time every night. You really think anyone wants to do that. (I'm just adding it here for my touch on the other questions just in case a time hogging question askers point of view is helpful)
Edit3: Carla, love your 48:** to 49:** "mmmhm" with all the obvious astral nooky going on. See this is why some have their own radio shows and some dont, I'm giggling like a schoolgirl here and thats not fancy for a burly man.
Edit4: Gemini. MEssage me, i have a freaking HUUUUGGEEEEEEE collection of publically available "goreish" videos and stuff in safe environments (virus and adware and legal risk free and so on). This is my Realm bro!
Edit5: Thank you Carla Monica and Jim for a good show
Much oblidged.Edit: giggling about it so much that i'm struggling to maintain my usual dull self. So that might sound like a very unusual observation for me compared to my usual forum self. Good radioshow.
Edit2: i wrote a dream journal as a kid, one of the funniest one was me chasing the holy grail which was actually a block of cheese and then me going through this underwater diving temple system that was super awesome and lead to t his weird temple system. And then me in this dream with my shadow touching people that sort of morphed into a movie thats now available or a x-files episode or something. It was really a freaking weird dream.
then I have this commonly recurring dream of this bug world where i'm fighting bugs, then several hell like worlds where i'm crawling through these weird caves, a couple of insect like worlds, a few really complex underdground/aboveground castle cave systems that are just insanely complex, then like 3-4 repeating dream city places. One with dragon invasions from a game taht i turned into a clay animation as a child and then from that to a dream to a real "multicolor coded" dream. Thats as "real" as this world but not as longevic as this world (same parameters i think but not the same length, obviously for obvious reasons) (cup within a cup if it is same length and what not)
What else.... hmm.....
I had a recurring dream where my brother was this crab monster that grabbed my leg and prevented me from flying and i had to fight him and i lost and usually woke up crying and screaming. Those ended when i confronted myself about the sexual abuse and what not.
I also had a recurring dream where black swamp monster like things rise up from my bathroom drains and i fight them with my father who turns into one of them. Classic end of childhood horror dreams. The stuff of horrors.
Then a recurring thought about a demon that wanted me to serve it in some weird fashion but i offered to bring him a couple of boxes of stakes instead and it was like om om nom nom. Then i later banished it in a meditation and it never came back.
Several classical alien abduction type dreams. Both ended when i was a child. Oh no, one contiuned until i was like maybe 20ish, maybe 19. Then i ganed then self power to eradicate any hostile aliens from my dreamsphere by making them my friends and what not.
Yeah and a few dozen odd dreams here and there that continue or repeat and play out. sort of like 30-40 random archtype worlds and their dialogues with each other in a clouded chemically induced coma huh. Writing all that out every night is like writing 30 fantasy novels page by page at all at the same time every night. You really think anyone wants to do that. (I'm just adding it here for my touch on the other questions just in case a time hogging question askers point of view is helpful)
Edit3: Carla, love your 48:** to 49:** "mmmhm" with all the obvious astral nooky going on. See this is why some have their own radio shows and some dont, I'm giggling like a schoolgirl here and thats not fancy for a burly man.
Edit4: Gemini. MEssage me, i have a freaking HUUUUGGEEEEEEE collection of publically available "goreish" videos and stuff in safe environments (virus and adware and legal risk free and so on). This is my Realm bro!
Edit5: Thank you Carla Monica and Jim for a good show
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