02-12-2010, 08:00 PM
The thing is, I generally don't associate these instances with fear. I don't recall being scared when this happens, just confused, like "hey, why won' t the light turn on?". And it always happens in the middle of the night and no other time. I used to have the experiences with streetlights, but after they doped me up on anti-psychotics in college that stopped happening. It's like those drugs took away something that I can't quite fully get back, even though I've been off them for years now. I suppose if it IS a dream it could be a huge symbol-something about how I'm not getting the picture and letting the light in or something, but it seems very real.