Thank you so much for your replies, guys.

I don't have time to respond to them just yet, as I'm getting ready to attend a new year's celebration at a family friend's house. I will come back to them when I have time.
But I just wanted to add this little detail that I forgot to put in the original post. When I had the realization that I was in no way deserving of this manipulation, and observed the mirroring effect in the way this being treated me vs. the way I treated my own subconscious mind, I felt like I broke incredible new ground with this catalyst. At that moment of realization, I heard my guidance speak to me. With a smile, they said "Card number 9." (That's potentiator of the body.)


I don't have time to respond to them just yet, as I'm getting ready to attend a new year's celebration at a family friend's house. I will come back to them when I have time.
But I just wanted to add this little detail that I forgot to put in the original post. When I had the realization that I was in no way deserving of this manipulation, and observed the mirroring effect in the way this being treated me vs. the way I treated my own subconscious mind, I felt like I broke incredible new ground with this catalyst. At that moment of realization, I heard my guidance speak to me. With a smile, they said "Card number 9." (That's potentiator of the body.)