Homosexuality

[spero]

hi all

So as far as i can tell there's never really been a thread on homosexuality and as a gay male i figured i would start one just to open it to discussion

Here's what Ra has to say about it

Homosexuality

31.8 Questioner: We have what seems to be an increasing number of entities incarnate here now who have what is called a homosexual orientation in this respect. Could you explain and expand upon that concept?

Ra: I am Ra. Entities of this condition experience a great deal of distortion due to the fact that they have experienced many incarnations as biological male and as biological female. This would not suggest what you call homosexuality in an active phase were it not for the difficult vibratory condition of your planetary sphere. There is what you may call great aura infringement among your crowded urban areas in your more populous countries, as you call portions of your planetary surface. Under these conditions the confusions will occur.

31.9 Questioner: Why does density of population create these confusions?

Ra: I am Ra. The bisexual reproductive urge has as its goal, not only the simple reproductive function, but more especially the desire to serve others being awakened by this activity.

In an over-crowded situation where each mind/body/spirit complex is under a constant bombardment from other-selves it is understandable that those who are especially sensitive would not feel the desire to be of service to otherselves. This also would increase the probability of a lack of desire or a blockage of the red-ray reproductive energy.

In an uncrowded atmosphere this same entity would, through the stimulus of feeling the solitude about it, then have much more desire to seek out someone to whom it may be of service thus regularizing the sexual reproductive function.

31.10 Questioner: Roughly how many previous incarnations, shall we say, would a male entity in this incarnation have had to have had in the past as a female to have a highly homosexual orientation in this incarnation? Just roughly.

Ra: I am Ra. If an entity has had roughly 65% of its incarnations in the sexual/biological body complex, the opposite polarity to its present body complex, this entity is vulnerable to the aura infringement of your urban areas and may perhaps become of what you call an homosexual nature.

It is to be noted at this juncture that although it is much more difficult, it is possible in this type of association for an entity to be of great service to another in fidelity and sincere green-ray love of a nonsexual nature thus adjusting or lessening the distortions of its sexual impairment.

For me personally, i've come out to my immediate family, work and friends and have been in a committed relationship for 10 months now. I can see how being gay impacted me whilst growing up (being aware at a very early age of my sexuality) and in particular that it wasnt accepted or considered normal by those around me. This led to alot of fear around my sexuality and expressing it, influenced my perception of myself and others and may have contributed to my diagnosis of depression. In the end some of my fears of coming out particularly to my parents were well founded but workable with time. What made me overcome alot of my initial fears was actually my growing regard for blue ray "the first ray of radiation of self regardless of any actions from another".

In the end I dont know whether aura infringement and past incarnations in the opposite gender played a role, nor do i know whether an uncrowded atmosphere would have made me straight. I dont really consider being gay a "sexual impairment" lol but it does comes with some unique catalyst.

Anyways feel free to comment or discuss