are you short sighted (physically)?

[native]

so thanks for the spontaneous alignment of thoughts. I think there is something deeper there to explore.

namaste brother

Sure. And it may not necessarily be a lack of acceptance of them, but an inability to accept and express the self towards them (blue/indigo). I know for me it took a lot of work getting to the point where I would defend and express my self towards family. They naturally have expectations of who you should be, and learning to break free from that took effort. Just throwing thoughts out there.