are you short sighted (physically)?

[Plenum]

my current working theory as to my short-sightedness is that its a reaction on my part to the world.

it's a *not wanting* to see the world's reaction to me, because the reactions in the past have been somewhat unfavorable or negative. So I pre-empt the negative/unaccepting response from others by choosing, quite literally, not to see them.

this sounds really whacked and far-out, but I'm going to work this mentally to see if this resolves the issue.

anyway, that's the update lol

peace