My father is a pedophile

[BrownEye]

He probably does not understand why he does what he does.

His perspective may be very "different", rather than "evil".

Or he may not even have a valid perspective at times if he goes through occasional possession.

Either way, both the victim and the perpetrator are actors in a scene. Both parties have at one level agreed to this conduct for a form of experience. When these people do not have an expanded consciousness they are not aware of their higher level choices.

I have strong lower instincts, and would do serious damage to anyone that tried this with my family, regardless of my understanding.