what did you learn today?

[AnthroHeart]

I still don't know who my teacher is though.

I am no longer looking for a teacher. When I asked for one, I got one or more that I don't remember ever meeting but had some evidence of, and got a little more than I expected. But it was all on me, as I kept asking for more experience, to my very breaking point. My only restriction I placed on my experiencing was "I did not come to die or to be tortured." Both of these were kept. I wasn't ever given more than I could handle.