do i believe in the goodness of all beings. no i dont . i mean we are in a snapshot in time so we are seeing beings in this particular time frame. if we could see the whole scope of their existence i believe it would be different. but i have to look at what i see now. america is essentially a nazi state even though a lot of people would tell u no. but there is a strong connection to nazism. nazism is evil and those who practiced it were evil . look at the killing fields in cambodia, how many people lost their lives there, countless . the people who did this were evil from my point of view. from the creators point of view it would most likely look different i would think. so even though these people are evil in my eyes i can accept it. i can accept the fact that the creator permits this reality to be the way it is, which is actually a form of slavery that we live in, even though the chains are invisible, and i can trust that there is a divine purpose to all of this . what exactly it is escapes me ha ha.
look at 9/11. how many perished there killed by their own government. if that is not evil i dont know what is. but i wait for something that i know is coming, something which i cant describe exactly. i guess u could call it a removal of the shackles ha ha and a leveling of the playing field . because the essential truth is that we are all divine that is the truth we are all divine but this divinity has been capped so to speak so that we can play this game called life ha ha. i mean if we were walking around creating stuff with our minds and materializing things and teleporting any were we wanted to there would be no game. so we sit here and we wait for the day of our liberation. and for what ever reason i right now have a real sense of just letting go and letting god , of standing aside and observing the play and trusting that somehow this is all going to work out. is that point of view crazy, perhaps im not sure ha ha but it is what i am feeling right now.
norral
i dont know if u ever saw the movie sophies choice with meryl streep and kevin klein. well sophies choice was this, she was being loaded on the trains with her two small children, a boy and a girl. the trains were taking them to the concentration camps. as they were getting on the train a captain came up to her and told her to choose. choose which child would travel with her and which child would be seperated from her and sent to another camp by himself. and while he did this he had this arrogant smirk on his face. that to me is evil , sin is not evil, but that wasnt sin, that was evil. and that is the evil that lives on this planet and that the creator permits to have the upper hand here . that is just the truth. and yet and still i can accept it and i can trust . i just dont close my eyes to reality and pretend that everything is beautiful. it is not. but when i see these kind of things i just cant feel bad about myself. whatever my shortcomings i do not enjoy seeing others suffer. and perhaps that is a good definition of evil, enjoying seeing others suffer. no i enjoy seeing others happy.
look at 9/11. how many perished there killed by their own government. if that is not evil i dont know what is. but i wait for something that i know is coming, something which i cant describe exactly. i guess u could call it a removal of the shackles ha ha and a leveling of the playing field . because the essential truth is that we are all divine that is the truth we are all divine but this divinity has been capped so to speak so that we can play this game called life ha ha. i mean if we were walking around creating stuff with our minds and materializing things and teleporting any were we wanted to there would be no game. so we sit here and we wait for the day of our liberation. and for what ever reason i right now have a real sense of just letting go and letting god , of standing aside and observing the play and trusting that somehow this is all going to work out. is that point of view crazy, perhaps im not sure ha ha but it is what i am feeling right now.
norral

i dont know if u ever saw the movie sophies choice with meryl streep and kevin klein. well sophies choice was this, she was being loaded on the trains with her two small children, a boy and a girl. the trains were taking them to the concentration camps. as they were getting on the train a captain came up to her and told her to choose. choose which child would travel with her and which child would be seperated from her and sent to another camp by himself. and while he did this he had this arrogant smirk on his face. that to me is evil , sin is not evil, but that wasnt sin, that was evil. and that is the evil that lives on this planet and that the creator permits to have the upper hand here . that is just the truth. and yet and still i can accept it and i can trust . i just dont close my eyes to reality and pretend that everything is beautiful. it is not. but when i see these kind of things i just cant feel bad about myself. whatever my shortcomings i do not enjoy seeing others suffer. and perhaps that is a good definition of evil, enjoying seeing others suffer. no i enjoy seeing others happy.