02-26-2010, 03:20 PM
Peregrinus, my friend.
I am currently in a state of non-feeling after my 25-day period of constant anguish and despair. I remember myself as having many feelings before this, but I just can't find anything inside of me these days. It's only been a week since I got out of the nightmare, so I am perhaps slowly regaining myself.
It's quite boring, just watching the world experiencing itself with not much desire from myself to interact. Is this how you feel or have felt?
People say they love me. I have almost forgotten what that feeling is like. I can remember it though, and sometimes there's a tiny spark, but not today.
"There's a season for everything" said those of Hosts of Heaven. Is this perhaps the season for a state of complete rest? It's almost like being dead inside.
Patience is perhaps the lesson here..
I am currently in a state of non-feeling after my 25-day period of constant anguish and despair. I remember myself as having many feelings before this, but I just can't find anything inside of me these days. It's only been a week since I got out of the nightmare, so I am perhaps slowly regaining myself.
It's quite boring, just watching the world experiencing itself with not much desire from myself to interact. Is this how you feel or have felt?
People say they love me. I have almost forgotten what that feeling is like. I can remember it though, and sometimes there's a tiny spark, but not today.
"There's a season for everything" said those of Hosts of Heaven. Is this perhaps the season for a state of complete rest? It's almost like being dead inside.
Patience is perhaps the lesson here..