Ascension is your addiction

[Plenum]

I need I true teacher. Any suggestions on where to look? Or should I hone my desire to manifest him?

we all want a guru, don't we?

this may comfort:

69.5 Questioner: Why is this trance state, as we call it, different? Why are there not entities available in this particular state?

Ra: I am Ra. The uniqueness of this situation is not the lack of friends, for this, as all entities, has its guides or angelic presences and, due to polarization, teachers and friends also. The unique characteristic of the workings which the social memory complex Ra and your group have begun is the intent to serve others with the highest attempt at near purity which we as comrades may achieve.

these 'teachers, friends, and guides' may be non-physical; but they are most definitely aware of your every thought, and endeavour to support you as best they can, within the limits or boundaries of free will. Just asking or inviting them into your experience can start to demonstrate effects.

if I may be so bold to suggest, also, that the best teacher you will ever have is your dream experiences. After every 16 hours of waking experience, one slumbers down to sleep, shuts down the Magician (conscious mind), and establishes a time-space bridge to the unconscious. There, you have a 'day review', and suggestions, thoughts, and experiences are brought back to the self via dreams. These are coded because symbols are the language of the unconscious, and also, dreams may be entirely disregarded as mere 'brain farts' by those not wishing to pay them any heed (preserving the free will of experience).

but dreams, my friend, will be your best and truest daily guide.