Ascension is your addiction

[Marc]

I need I true teacher. Any suggestions on where to look? Or should I hone my desire to manifest him?

we all want a guru, don't we?

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these 'teachers, friends, and guides' may be non-physical; but they are most definitely aware of your every thought, and endeavour to support you as best they can, within the limits or boundaries of free will. Just asking or inviting them into your experience can start to demonstrate effects.

if I may be so bold to suggest, also, that the best teacher you will ever have is your dream experiences. After every 16 hours of waking experience, one slumbers down to sleep, shuts down the Magician (conscious mind), and establishes a time-space bridge to the unconscious. There, you have a 'day review', and suggestions, thoughts, and experiences are brought back to the self via dreams. These are coded because symbols are the language of the unconscious, and also, dreams may be entirely disregarded as mere 'brain farts' by those not wishing to pay them any heed (preserving the free will of experience).

but dreams, my friend, will be your best and truest daily guide.

Just two days ago I had a quantum leap in connection with my higher self/teacher.
And Last night when I dreamt inside my dream I started to analyze the fact that all is dreams. I had a grand revelation of my higher self and every night I am growing in my information from dreams.

I shall heed your advice, dear friend.

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I need I true teacher. Any suggestions on where to look? Or should I hone my desire to manifest him?

What is it you want to be taught?

All things of light. The reason I have this urge for a physical teacher sometimes is that I feel alone in my searching here in the physical.