Paying for Spiritual Services

[Wai]

May I share one more silly fear of mine? I'm scared to be rich and famous! Aha

I have this fear too. My parents always told me not to flaunt my wealth, not to show off, and just be one of the guys. In school, I would deliberately fail one or two questions so that I would not be the top student. At work, I accepted promotion very reluctantly as I found it difficult to lead and manage other people.

Then again, true prosperity has eluded me, so now I'm wondering if maybe I'm just kidding myself and what I think is living according to my higher principles is really just a poverty consciousness.

Same with me. I often feel awkward when I receive too much.