Does anyone here want to forget like I do?

[Adonai One]

Actually it should give you an even greater sense of direction considering the end result of accomplishing what you incarnated for means graduation.

Do you really wanna be stuck in another 75,000 cycle repeating this density over and over until the next harvest?

That alone should give you the motivation to work on whatever biases and lessons you still need to accomplish.

Also you claim to know instead of it being based on faith but without proof, its still faith based no matter how confident you are in the knowing of such truth.

Polarity is not measured by your belief in god or other spiritual matters. It's about how you serve yourself or others. I already had much direction in this matter before the LOO. The veil isn't a vice or a challenge to be overcome but an environment some prefer.

Everything is faith by your definition. It takes faith to believe the universe isn't going to fall apart.

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I was born with memory intact of my existence beyond this life, so I don't know if I have ever been 'fully immersed' although I have many memories of lives in which I was. I have no desire to cling to illusions in the face of seemingly unpleasant, 'boring' reality but instead treat that very challenge as the pressure which causes me to continuously drive forward by my own veracity.

There is a lot of wisdom in this. I will remember these words.