loneliness of the body

[Horuseus]

"When I first entered the Light I saw nothing but Light, heard nothing, and smelled nothing. I was alone with my own thoughts. Those thoughts, however, were dramatic revelations. Chief among them was the realization that I am not a human being; that what I had been calling my soul is in fact who I really am. And who I really am is not human, but rather a separately existing spiritual being who only inhabited a human animal’s body. Moreover, the human animal I had inhabited has her own life, thoughts, emotions, and personality, and is perfectly capable of living out the rest of her lifetime without me inside."

-- Backwards: Returning to Our Source for Answers, By Nanci Danison

"Once upon a time there was a point in your planetary sphere’s development when it became able to support third density beings such as yourselves. The gift of self consciousness was offered and accepted and the human animal form based upon instinct was sacrificed to the third-density consciousness. This consciousness is your infinite self." - Quo.

-- Special Meditation October 14, 1992, By L/L Research

Indeed we are most grateful and appreciative of the sacrifice our Bodies made in order to house the individuated fractal consciousness that is 'us'. 'It' loved us so much that it was willing to sacrifice it's own experience for our benefit, and for that I am eternally grateful. I know I do not always show my appreciation, nor may I always treat it with the respect it deserves through poisons ingested which one commonly associates as modern foodstuffs. I may often blame him in the naivety of my own understanding of the situation manifest in the physical, even though it is offering the service of bringing conscious certain distortions or imbalances not aligned with the true nature of the self.

Recently we have developed a more 'intimate' relationship, and rather than identifying myself as him, as many do with the thoughts one harbours, rather seeing it as another sensation or sense being experienced. A beautiful feedback mechanism and symbiosis it is that we share. This instrument temporarily fixated within my consciousness is perfect in every way, and the experience of certain 'needs' are quite fun to fulfill I must say.