05-23-2013, 05:20 AM
I've been thinking about this because as much as I love my family I always feel as if they are only capable of loving me under certain conditions. They say they love me but I don't really feel it. I keep interacting with them but it's absolutely draining which makes it more and more difficult. To be honest, I always feel like I'm giving so much energy and they are unable to give in return. I actually enjoy making people happy but I don't know how to deal with this stuff.