05-23-2013, 11:14 AM
Wow. I've observed this understanding and acceptance when I read the thread on Homosexuality here on B4, and to experience it myself now is very heart-warming! I was used to the name calling on the generic internet, and I've feared the worst. But then my intuition didn't fail me today!
Ankh, thank you for your reply. I think one of the possible problems may be a blockage/blockages in the three lower rays. My question is, how can one unblock blockages? I'm not very familiar with the LOO materials (just skimmed the first book once) so more pointers are greatly appreciated.
Those are illuminating and relevant experiences, and they help! Thank you for sharing with me. The Law of One, knowing that all is ultimately one and the same, is the key. The problem is remembering that truth amidst overwhelming illusions of separation. Well, perhaps there are not shortcuts to it and the only way is to plunge ahead and get used to it? Practice makes perfect, right? Take that leap of faith down into the darkness, and let them try to consume you. Try to remember the truth of Oneness and hope, no, believe, NO, KNOW that everything is ultimately God, the Infinite Creator, that we are all in this sacred game together, that no one is really harmed except in the game. And hope that I won't lose myself to insanity in the process.
That is a great challenge, but then again the reward will be worth it. Doesn't make it any less frightening, though.
GentleReckoning: ah, thank you for the reminder! Imagination and creativity, why have I not thought of it?? I'm caught up with all this magic stuff and overlooked the already available ones. I can simply go and write myself a story! Draw them out! Then when they are all expressed, I can look back and decide for myself if it is who I want to be. Yes. Clearly a solution for me. Thank you!
Ankh, thank you for your reply. I think one of the possible problems may be a blockage/blockages in the three lower rays. My question is, how can one unblock blockages? I'm not very familiar with the LOO materials (just skimmed the first book once) so more pointers are greatly appreciated.
Those are illuminating and relevant experiences, and they help! Thank you for sharing with me. The Law of One, knowing that all is ultimately one and the same, is the key. The problem is remembering that truth amidst overwhelming illusions of separation. Well, perhaps there are not shortcuts to it and the only way is to plunge ahead and get used to it? Practice makes perfect, right? Take that leap of faith down into the darkness, and let them try to consume you. Try to remember the truth of Oneness and hope, no, believe, NO, KNOW that everything is ultimately God, the Infinite Creator, that we are all in this sacred game together, that no one is really harmed except in the game. And hope that I won't lose myself to insanity in the process.
That is a great challenge, but then again the reward will be worth it. Doesn't make it any less frightening, though.
GentleReckoning: ah, thank you for the reminder! Imagination and creativity, why have I not thought of it?? I'm caught up with all this magic stuff and overlooked the already available ones. I can simply go and write myself a story! Draw them out! Then when they are all expressed, I can look back and decide for myself if it is who I want to be. Yes. Clearly a solution for me. Thank you!