05-23-2013, 11:30 PM
βαθμιαίος, thank you. It reminded me of and resonated with what I learnt from Conversations with God: "Love is the answer". So simple, yet also so very divinely difficult. I will try it, regardless.
GentleReckoning, your info on the Tulpa is very exciting! The idea of giving sentience to my subconscious is really intriguing. Think about having yet another ally with you all the time!! But as of yet, with my current state, I deem it too dangerous for me to attempt. I can create an enemy instead of an ally out of it, which surely will bring even more difficulty to the process. I will surely experiment with it once I have healed my subconscious.
Another question. If there is such a thing as to give sentience to one's subconscious, is there such a thing as to give sentience to one's superconscious?
Lynn, thank you. In my view, ultimately, there is no evil, because All There Is, is One. But in cases of the shadow self, it is a part of us that we have separated and suppressed. Like a natural flow being blocked, that part was mutated; it turns into a tumor. It is not inherently evil. It is our suppression on it that distorted it into the monster it is. My fear is that the healing for the tumor involves unblocking the flow. But the initial release is obviously powerful, and it may flood me over, carry me away to a fall into oblivion.
And after all you guys' help, it is clear to me that I will need to be first firmly grounded in the foundations, so that I will not be knocked over by said release. And if I can withstand that powerful initial flood for a certain amount of time, the flow will soon return to its natural state, and I will be fine again.
Love is the answer, is it not? The problem now for me isn't what the solution is. The problem is that I find it difficult to release fear and embrace love.
Thanks, TheEternal. It seems like I have been right. I am not yet prepared to experience such darkness. I may one day go down there to explore around, but it will require much more maturity than I am right now. Thanks for the material.
GentleReckoning, your info on the Tulpa is very exciting! The idea of giving sentience to my subconscious is really intriguing. Think about having yet another ally with you all the time!! But as of yet, with my current state, I deem it too dangerous for me to attempt. I can create an enemy instead of an ally out of it, which surely will bring even more difficulty to the process. I will surely experiment with it once I have healed my subconscious.
Another question. If there is such a thing as to give sentience to one's subconscious, is there such a thing as to give sentience to one's superconscious?
Lynn, thank you. In my view, ultimately, there is no evil, because All There Is, is One. But in cases of the shadow self, it is a part of us that we have separated and suppressed. Like a natural flow being blocked, that part was mutated; it turns into a tumor. It is not inherently evil. It is our suppression on it that distorted it into the monster it is. My fear is that the healing for the tumor involves unblocking the flow. But the initial release is obviously powerful, and it may flood me over, carry me away to a fall into oblivion.
And after all you guys' help, it is clear to me that I will need to be first firmly grounded in the foundations, so that I will not be knocked over by said release. And if I can withstand that powerful initial flood for a certain amount of time, the flow will soon return to its natural state, and I will be fine again.
Love is the answer, is it not? The problem now for me isn't what the solution is. The problem is that I find it difficult to release fear and embrace love.
Thanks, TheEternal. It seems like I have been right. I am not yet prepared to experience such darkness. I may one day go down there to explore around, but it will require much more maturity than I am right now. Thanks for the material.