Acceptance and balancing

[Ankh]

As a Sagittarius I need to feel free.

I have been exploring the concept of freedom almost all my life. When I lived with my parents I yearned to become an adult and move out, because, I thought, that is when I will become free.

Then, as an adult, there appeared other circumstances which restricted that so much desired freedom. These circumstances are the ones you mentioned: marriage, job, responsibility to pay bills, responsibility towards family, *kids*...

I believe that this is a design which was made in this way on purpose, so that the lessons of third density can begin.

On the logical level I understand that the "true" freedom is independence to walk regardless of physical/surrounding circumstances, like Ra puts it here:

To the disciplined entity, all things are open and free. The discipline which opens the universes opens also the gateways to evolution. The difference is that of choosing either to hitchhike to a place where beauty may be seen or to walk, step by step, independent and free in this independence to praise the strength to walk and the opportunity for the awareness of beauty.

The hitchhiker, instead, is distracted by conversation and the vagaries of the road and, dependent upon the whims of others, is concerned to make the appointment in time. The hitchhiker sees the same beauty but has not prepared itself for the establishment, in the roots of mind, of the experience.

But I am not on this level yet myself.