Weirdest experience in learning how all selves I EVER meet are just trying to love me was being taken for a ride by a 5th density negative and being returned to 4th density starting negative where I was picked up by 6th density positives and lead back to 3rd density neutral. Along the same time (or some time after) I was writing a sci-fi story about a galaxy with 4 gods of chaos that represent the 4 base desires and a "god emperor" that rules all sentient humanoid men in the galaxy thats been at war for 10.000 years that is finally unifying post war (wh40k storyline fan-fiction where the war ends and peace resumes).
When I was writing It I had to trip intensely (use a lot of delics) to try to get inside the minds of entities like Khorne, Slaanesh, Nurgle and Tzeench. While they may sound like small things. They are, in their own respective logoi, gods beyond gods and represent the primal distortions of the fabric of reality itself, entities of the warp. I spent days studying how such creatures would love, be loved and how the existence of such creatures maybe ended in the act of love so as to liberate that logoi from its prison.
The story ended up being 80 A4 pages long.
It taught me a great deal about love.
Learn that all are just trying to learn to love you, and you'll do fine.
When I was writing It I had to trip intensely (use a lot of delics) to try to get inside the minds of entities like Khorne, Slaanesh, Nurgle and Tzeench. While they may sound like small things. They are, in their own respective logoi, gods beyond gods and represent the primal distortions of the fabric of reality itself, entities of the warp. I spent days studying how such creatures would love, be loved and how the existence of such creatures maybe ended in the act of love so as to liberate that logoi from its prison.
The story ended up being 80 A4 pages long.
It taught me a great deal about love.
Learn that all are just trying to learn to love you, and you'll do fine.
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