What I don't look forward to in the afterlife.

[Ashim]

When we die, we have to merge our personality and experiences with all the other incarnations we have done. Else we remain a rogue vagabond according to Eternal, lol.

I fear this merging because mainly I would have to dissolve all the desires I have now in regards to my universal journey. But perhaps my current desires aren't too different than the ones I had prior to this incarnation and the ones I have in lives before?

For instance, I like the idea of wandering to a different galaxy after this life but I fear such a desire would likely be dissolved by an entirely different plan once I merge with my totality.

How do we resolve such fears?

What fear?
What are you afraid of?
Be more specific.

I am afraid of having to dissolve what I desire now, my constructed purposes for entirely new ones.

They will be your own creations.
Only you own your creations, no one else.
Is what you 'desire' really that that you wish to be manifest, or is is a product of societal conditioning?