06-13-2013, 07:46 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-13-2013, 07:48 PM by AnthroHeart.)
(06-13-2013, 06:48 PM)Guenivere Wrote: It sounds like the light is finding its way in. It gets easier and easier to let the light in, like anything else, practice makes perfect! Good luck, Gem!!
These light filled moments are most welcome, particularly when they are in between suicidal feelings. But I wouldn't exactly say suicidal. More like I get images of me killing myself, but I don't have the impulse to act on it. I often think of quick ways to die.
Then the light comes in and I feel much better. Thank you for bringing that to my attention. I remember once in my life where I felt the unconditional love of Creator. It was overwhelming and I felt most unworthy. I hope to be able to experience that again sometime. When the light comes in, I feel much better. I guess it's normally stress of life and stress of work that get to me. The bad feeling I have are often at work.