07-09-2013, 01:45 PM
Two interesting dreams last night:
One I'm talking to one of my colleagues back in Cali. (A girl who I dated for a few dates 2 years back, but it was left awkward because she said was interested in something serious although there were mixed signals but I was clearly not interested in something serious. It was a bit more complex than that but suffice to say although I did feel a bit bad about the way I treated her.) I feel like we're good friends, although we weren't good friends in real life, and I feel like I'm just asking her about what's she doing with her life. (I had a dream about a year ago that involved me asking her forgiveness in the dream which she did). I guess I'm still processing about that - she did not have a huge impact on my life when we interacted, but I did feel guilty about the way things went down. Probably the only instance in my life where I burnt a friendship over a thing like that.
The second dream was a little more fantastic. I was at some house at small get together. There were a few people talking some spiritual stuff. Specifically, A middle aged man, A middle aged woman, and two girls in their late twenties. They all seemed like they were part of some meditation movement. There was a strange familiarity I had with them. They didn't get into details about their movement but asked if I was interested in hearing about it and that it would take 30-60 minutes. I said sure. We went into another room where basically they gave me a presentation. The younger women were particularly excited that I was willing to hear about this. It had many good spiritual concepts then about halfway through, it started talking about the power of selfishness and viewing the self as the creator and not worrying about anything else, and how there is great power in that. I mention at that point that there is also great power in selflessness and helping other-selves. They pause. The older lady was talking and she stops and looks at the older middle aged man. He seemed to be expecting my response and looked a bit disheartened and reluctantly agreed. I tell them it's ok that we are on different paths and one isn't better than the other. I feel like the middle age man and I especially are old friends for some reason. I notice at this point that all of them had small 1/2 inch horn-like protrusions on their hands and their head. They are saying goodbye. The younger women hug me, and I feel a little pinch from the horns I'm like ow watch it, and they smile a bit sadly. Then I give the middle aged man a great big hug with tons of love and as I finish he puts his hand on his heart and says "now that hurts, you gotta remember we're not used to all of that" with a faint smile, and I realize that all that heart energy is hurting him. I nod, and say my final goodbyes. I then wakeup.
One I'm talking to one of my colleagues back in Cali. (A girl who I dated for a few dates 2 years back, but it was left awkward because she said was interested in something serious although there were mixed signals but I was clearly not interested in something serious. It was a bit more complex than that but suffice to say although I did feel a bit bad about the way I treated her.) I feel like we're good friends, although we weren't good friends in real life, and I feel like I'm just asking her about what's she doing with her life. (I had a dream about a year ago that involved me asking her forgiveness in the dream which she did). I guess I'm still processing about that - she did not have a huge impact on my life when we interacted, but I did feel guilty about the way things went down. Probably the only instance in my life where I burnt a friendship over a thing like that.
The second dream was a little more fantastic. I was at some house at small get together. There were a few people talking some spiritual stuff. Specifically, A middle aged man, A middle aged woman, and two girls in their late twenties. They all seemed like they were part of some meditation movement. There was a strange familiarity I had with them. They didn't get into details about their movement but asked if I was interested in hearing about it and that it would take 30-60 minutes. I said sure. We went into another room where basically they gave me a presentation. The younger women were particularly excited that I was willing to hear about this. It had many good spiritual concepts then about halfway through, it started talking about the power of selfishness and viewing the self as the creator and not worrying about anything else, and how there is great power in that. I mention at that point that there is also great power in selflessness and helping other-selves. They pause. The older lady was talking and she stops and looks at the older middle aged man. He seemed to be expecting my response and looked a bit disheartened and reluctantly agreed. I tell them it's ok that we are on different paths and one isn't better than the other. I feel like the middle age man and I especially are old friends for some reason. I notice at this point that all of them had small 1/2 inch horn-like protrusions on their hands and their head. They are saying goodbye. The younger women hug me, and I feel a little pinch from the horns I'm like ow watch it, and they smile a bit sadly. Then I give the middle aged man a great big hug with tons of love and as I finish he puts his hand on his heart and says "now that hurts, you gotta remember we're not used to all of that" with a faint smile, and I realize that all that heart energy is hurting him. I nod, and say my final goodbyes. I then wakeup.