what do you want?

[Rake]

I want to desire the faith to have no desire? would this break the loop? Or should i desire a bolt cutter?

We have needs/desires/wishes because they lead us to understand what distortions or catalysts we need to attend to. It's utility is paramount in our development - to understand them, accept them, forgive self/other, etc. etc. Perhaps one day there will come a time when one may go beyond the loop when these lessons are sufficiently saturated.

Indeed, for now I want to sustain a living from my illustrations and continue my spiritual evolution.