04-02-2010, 08:21 AM
(04-01-2010, 10:31 PM)ahktu Wrote: I'm not afraid of death. My main problems is wishing that I would hurry up and die so I can get on to the next thing. I don't think displaying suicidal behavior is going to benefit me or anyone else, though, and one of my constant lessons is accepting that things are just as prefect here and now as they will be in any utopia I happen to graduate into. Whevever I think of living another fifty years in this heavy body I just about go up the wall, but no worries. Not planning on offing myself. Just catalyst in motion.Our heavens and hells go with us. It is not the outside that will make too much of a difference. We we change the the world around us change and transform. Put a Buddha in hell and he will be the same way, loving and living moment to moment in let go with all that he needs coming from his own being. Put a devil in heaven and he will be 'not-compatible' and miserable and looking to control whatever is going on in the heaven and incite violence and making people's life- well hell...