08-22-2013, 05:51 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-22-2013, 05:53 PM by AnthroHeart.)
I've had the trouble with a lack of self love as well. I even desired a short life for some time. But I don't want to leave this world in a violent manner. After I opened up more to Creator, and grounded myself, did I appreciate my life, and have ability to forgive myself for what I had done. I felt unworthy of God's love. Now I just worry a little bit about my life review when I have it I'm going to feel the pain I inflicted on other animals. I've not always been a nice guy.