08-31-2013, 12:55 PM
Someone on this board once told me I had opened to intelligent infinity some time ago. I remember once feeling bliss. I believe I've touched on II a number of times. I've pierced the veil a number of times, but what I saw wasn't always truth. For instance when I thought I was working with Ra, I was told that I did such a good job that I could skip the next Octave. I don't recall the names of the octaves, but they were given names. It was difficult to ground and I took everything literally so I couldn't watch movies. They'd either freak me out, or I'd get so attached to a character that when something bad happened to him, I'd feel like vomiting. When I supposedly was working with Ra, there were exciting times, and there were times when the lesson were really hard. Like focusing on the One Original Thought without any other thoughts. That was difficult to do. I ended up having to learn how to share the One Original Thought with everyone. When I spread out the energy between everyone, instead of hogging it for myself, it became easier to balance.
I've not been back to that point. It's difficult to face your shadow self, especially when your shadow self has you commit acts of cruelty. So I think the hilights of experience of spirituality have passed for me as well. Yet I have new experiences each day. Little synchros here and there.
I've not been back to that point. It's difficult to face your shadow self, especially when your shadow self has you commit acts of cruelty. So I think the hilights of experience of spirituality have passed for me as well. Yet I have new experiences each day. Little synchros here and there.