Two souls permanently becoming one...

[AnthroHeart]

My thoughts do not lean me towards the avoidance of self dissolution nor the desire to escape, but rather a question within me: what is what is?

I seek to dwell in the mystery of infinity and that mystery is beautiful, astounding, profound and incomprehensible yet I know it is impossible to ever expound the mystery because to remove the mystery is to limit and stunt infinity itself. It is not possible for everything in infinity to be known, for knowingness is a limitation of perception.

In absolute being, there is also absolute mystery, and in that mystery there is the absolute truth of the eternal existence of the One Infinite Creator, for the Creator shall never cease to create and be creative, yet neither has it ever begun. I desire only to love the Creator in all of its infinite ways and so I can discount neither my own position or the position of any other, I can only seek the unity of our positions for are we all not included in the grand illusion that is creation?

Is desiring to unify/merge with Creator a desire to escape? I don't know what merging with Creator entails besides loss of identity. But because Ra desires that, I can see it as a good thing. Ra still has a few million years to go if I recall correctly. Merging with Creator requires one to be so pure. I wonder if a whole social memory complex together merges with Creator as one entity. I love what you say about absolute being. Though Ra said that Creator doesn't actually create as much as experience itself. So joining Creator as one is a far away goal, but there is time in which it can happen. I think merging back with my social memory complex will be a thrill in itself. And infinitely more possible than trying to merge with Creator.