04-11-2010, 10:02 AM
(04-10-2010, 08:44 PM)Quade Wrote: Perhaps this is why I feel this way, because I still carry that 'spread the word' programming, only now, because of how polarized their view is, and how far I have come from that view, it makes me want to turn around and say "Repent! For the kingdom of God is at hand" lol, well, not quite that bad, but I think my reaction is a bit of a pole shift for me. So, now I want to react in the opposite direction. To 'spread the word' about the world I have discovered, moving from fear and terror to love and faith.
Quade ! I think you nailed it... this is exactly what my thoughts were while reading your original post. Good for you that you have found your path... What I couldn't understand was the desire to announce to your immediate world knowing fully well that it will lead to confrontations and broken hearts !!!
Is there a practical consideration in this announcement other than 'spreading your own word'? You would not be living a lie if you were just following your own path but still mingling with your folks as a social thing. I am not a christian but keep a Christmas tree during the Christmas. Not because of the religious reasons but for the social and cultural reasons. Kids love it too. It does not diminish my path in any way...
I would encourage you to investigate the desire to 'spread the word' about your own truth now. Lead them by the example, If they see positive changes in you then they will come to you and ask for your secret...Good luck with whatever you choose to do
