I had a dream I would like to share. It was hands down one of the most unusual dreams I've had in a while. Mostly because far as I can tell it involved a direct interaction from a 5th D positive.
Also, before I start, much resonance to you and yours Xise on discovering the use of the missing time periods in that way. I've had a tremendous number of those. I consider them snapping moments of time where there is very little to no common sense and you just go along with the expression.
For example, during one such "missing" period that I'm not supposed to remember, I remember feeling normal, being able to act normal, and generally not feeling sad but having other selves report that I have been either crying and or sad, which leads me to believe that its not that I was actually crying and or sad, but rather that the person wants to use the situation to get me to express, aka, energize those specific emotions.
More to the point, it seems to be a method that is used to gauge your desire for going with what other selves feel is best for you to express, or, going with what you feel is best for you to express. I lean on the latter being the case so during missing times like that I usually, if confronted, say the exact same "oh, in my world, you were crying and saying how bad you were for doing X/Y/Z"(Which I can randomly inject into their story if they start injecting things into mine that I don't agree with) until both our abilities to see "what the each other should do" becomes so laughable that we no longer try to say that something happened when there is a clear disagreement of what happened. They can try to force me to believe their timeline of the events if they feel I am a negative and should be crying. I can try to force them to believe my version of timeline, which ever the relative expression of what is at taht moment being energized would be in reverse.
Most people who participate in the aformentioned practice of time/space missing time use for "therapy" purposes have an exceptionally low tolerance for the same done to them and as such I find it to be most apt to be describe as a potential for negative greeting but if the existence of the situation is simply noted / nodded at and left at that then its positively polarizing in and of itself due to the nature of the shared silence over a space that everyone knows happened but no one can really know "how" or "what with" if that makes sense.
That way in my missing times the explanation I get is that I phased out of reality and or disintegrated. As opposed to having the group I'm with have free permission to randomly invent and or energize actions that did not happen for their own amusement/Perceptions of ability to by power decide what others have done. I suppose you could call this a form of trance/magical defence against people using my time/space time to project their own inaccurate solutions to my problems onto me.
So that being said.
I congratulate you on finding a use for the missing times.
*bumps Xise*
Anyway, I'd like to share that dream now;
I was in this mostly empty foresty area with a river / lake with an island in the center, its a common dream setting for me. I was mostly hanging out with dream world equivelant of ol Vervex over there and we were just goofing around as I usually do in that dream area. Lots of small favors I feel, and the generally helpful oriented dreams, The details are hard to remember in specific. More importantly, due to my dreaming in emotions and not as much visual landscapes, I felt her energies the whole time during that dream while I was on the boat, or on the island or any other place in the area. Near the end of the dream we were in this wood room and as I began to wake up, or more specifically, the dream version of Vervex began to wake up it felt extraordinarily unusual for me, I'll try to explain the sensation.
I was standing about I would say 1-3 meters from her, while she starts to wake up I can feel the motion from the dream starting to vanish while at the same time her presence as a implied totality of love in that reality since she was the center point of that particular dream began to congeal into a form of non active love. If that makes sense. Kind of like living in the dream mind of an entity that when waking up turns all the selves that you've been at that particular dream into reflections of a passive, radiator like, quality of love that is love as an abstract goal. Which is entirely at odds with how I see / view Vervex and her my world counterpart as acting. Both are high energy active creatures that like to do things / exist but this feeling was like being next to a radiator being that would be entirely content with just sitting and radiating, if that radiation of love was given total and absolute freedom.
That is what it felt like on an intellectual level as I try to explain it, the emotion was one of sanctity and softness. Kind of like a Mother Theresa like energies that I cant really put my finger on.
Tl;dr: Had a dream where I was inside the mind of someone else while they/me woke up and observed their 5th D love core shining like a radiator outwards to everything in the dream world. Was fun.
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You need one of these for your pants. (Edit: and I mean the cone not the dog, though the dog could probably reduce the need for a cone but not sure if thats entirely where I want to take this joke but. You know, all in good tent and cone fun, kind of platonic solids humor we're doing here, huh, haha huh....
Also, before I start, much resonance to you and yours Xise on discovering the use of the missing time periods in that way. I've had a tremendous number of those. I consider them snapping moments of time where there is very little to no common sense and you just go along with the expression.
For example, during one such "missing" period that I'm not supposed to remember, I remember feeling normal, being able to act normal, and generally not feeling sad but having other selves report that I have been either crying and or sad, which leads me to believe that its not that I was actually crying and or sad, but rather that the person wants to use the situation to get me to express, aka, energize those specific emotions.
More to the point, it seems to be a method that is used to gauge your desire for going with what other selves feel is best for you to express, or, going with what you feel is best for you to express. I lean on the latter being the case so during missing times like that I usually, if confronted, say the exact same "oh, in my world, you were crying and saying how bad you were for doing X/Y/Z"(Which I can randomly inject into their story if they start injecting things into mine that I don't agree with) until both our abilities to see "what the each other should do" becomes so laughable that we no longer try to say that something happened when there is a clear disagreement of what happened. They can try to force me to believe their timeline of the events if they feel I am a negative and should be crying. I can try to force them to believe my version of timeline, which ever the relative expression of what is at taht moment being energized would be in reverse.
Most people who participate in the aformentioned practice of time/space missing time use for "therapy" purposes have an exceptionally low tolerance for the same done to them and as such I find it to be most apt to be describe as a potential for negative greeting but if the existence of the situation is simply noted / nodded at and left at that then its positively polarizing in and of itself due to the nature of the shared silence over a space that everyone knows happened but no one can really know "how" or "what with" if that makes sense.
That way in my missing times the explanation I get is that I phased out of reality and or disintegrated. As opposed to having the group I'm with have free permission to randomly invent and or energize actions that did not happen for their own amusement/Perceptions of ability to by power decide what others have done. I suppose you could call this a form of trance/magical defence against people using my time/space time to project their own inaccurate solutions to my problems onto me.
So that being said.
I congratulate you on finding a use for the missing times.
*bumps Xise*
Anyway, I'd like to share that dream now;
I was in this mostly empty foresty area with a river / lake with an island in the center, its a common dream setting for me. I was mostly hanging out with dream world equivelant of ol Vervex over there and we were just goofing around as I usually do in that dream area. Lots of small favors I feel, and the generally helpful oriented dreams, The details are hard to remember in specific. More importantly, due to my dreaming in emotions and not as much visual landscapes, I felt her energies the whole time during that dream while I was on the boat, or on the island or any other place in the area. Near the end of the dream we were in this wood room and as I began to wake up, or more specifically, the dream version of Vervex began to wake up it felt extraordinarily unusual for me, I'll try to explain the sensation.
I was standing about I would say 1-3 meters from her, while she starts to wake up I can feel the motion from the dream starting to vanish while at the same time her presence as a implied totality of love in that reality since she was the center point of that particular dream began to congeal into a form of non active love. If that makes sense. Kind of like living in the dream mind of an entity that when waking up turns all the selves that you've been at that particular dream into reflections of a passive, radiator like, quality of love that is love as an abstract goal. Which is entirely at odds with how I see / view Vervex and her my world counterpart as acting. Both are high energy active creatures that like to do things / exist but this feeling was like being next to a radiator being that would be entirely content with just sitting and radiating, if that radiation of love was given total and absolute freedom.
That is what it felt like on an intellectual level as I try to explain it, the emotion was one of sanctity and softness. Kind of like a Mother Theresa like energies that I cant really put my finger on.
Tl;dr: Had a dream where I was inside the mind of someone else while they/me woke up and observed their 5th D love core shining like a radiator outwards to everything in the dream world. Was fun.
(10-17-2013, 10:15 PM)Brittany Wrote: A separate tent for the tent in your pants.
You need one of these for your pants. (Edit: and I mean the cone not the dog, though the dog could probably reduce the need for a cone but not sure if thats entirely where I want to take this joke but. You know, all in good tent and cone fun, kind of platonic solids humor we're doing here, huh, haha huh....
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