A question concerning the negative polarity

[Sacred Fool]

Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.

Hi, GW.

Here's something to think about which might help you contextualize this and may offer you some comfort. In one of the Q'uo readings it's mentioned (I paraphrase) that a 6D entity which is looking to leave behind a higher self may need to wander back to lower densities, both positive and negative to experience various difficulties and challenges. Without these experiences it would not know how to guide or advise others who find themselves in such circumstances.

Is it possible that your incarnation here and now has to do with such information gathering? Perhaps your job is basically to experience these things and release them to your Higher Self?