10-31-2013, 11:09 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-31-2013, 11:29 AM by AnthroHeart.)
Yes, if I could only give without expecting anything in return, or without needing anything. That would be a great way to serve. Without expectation. As Care Bears say "we care about you, even if you don't care about us" or something along those lines.
I hope my state of mind is not affecting others negatively when I feel negative. Your view of consuming natural resources, I can say the same. It's a very humble point of view. While I feel that my reasons are selfish in nature. Wanting to depart before my mother is selfish, because she'd be on her own. And while I have insurance, it only covers in the event of an accident. And I don't want to go out with an accident. I'd much rather go out in my sleep. But insurance wouldn't cover that. because of my mental history, I cannot get proper life insurance that covers any death.
But life here has sometimes been phenomenal. Especially dreams. Dreams are a gift. They teach us a lot, when we remember them. I didn't realize 4th density negative would be a reward. It doesn't feel that way to me. For a positive being, it probably would not be, because one would end up a slave for the thousands of years of their life. I'm glad our planet is turning positive, but it's hard to see that with all the bad stuff going on. people hurting other people. I kind of want to depart because of how negative the Earth is. And then reincarnate when it's 4D proper. I like the sound of that "4D proper".
I agree that suicide would not be best for all beings. I will die when it is my time. It is probably many years from now.
But if my parents go before me, then there wouldn't be anyone left to feel sad at my death. Even the furry community, which is younger than I am, probably wouldn't feel sad at my death. That is if they knew about it at all. I don't attend furry meets at all anymore. Just people playing video games, and sometimes wearing fursuits or costumes that look like mascots.
I don't feel that everything I do creates more suffering. I do believe that me being here has a positive effect on the vibration of the planet. That's without me trying to. When I do try to shift Earth's vibration, it has more of an effect I believe. I used to use Earth's crystal grid to amplify my thoughts to help with healing the planet.
I think whatever I am, I am a positive being of light. The only time I hurt another was when I was under the influence of schizophrenia, thinking I was talking to God. I have since changed my view of god, and realize that we all are God. That makes the joy of being alive that much more special.
The trying to do what's best and feeling like you create more suffering sounds like a paradox. I was about to write "care" instead of "create". That's how much I try to care about others. And have love for others as well.
One thing I know, I am a fool for coming here. And sometimes I wonder if I could ever be an angel to someone else. I liked your quote so much I added it to my Quotes I Love thread.
I hope my state of mind is not affecting others negatively when I feel negative. Your view of consuming natural resources, I can say the same. It's a very humble point of view. While I feel that my reasons are selfish in nature. Wanting to depart before my mother is selfish, because she'd be on her own. And while I have insurance, it only covers in the event of an accident. And I don't want to go out with an accident. I'd much rather go out in my sleep. But insurance wouldn't cover that. because of my mental history, I cannot get proper life insurance that covers any death.
But life here has sometimes been phenomenal. Especially dreams. Dreams are a gift. They teach us a lot, when we remember them. I didn't realize 4th density negative would be a reward. It doesn't feel that way to me. For a positive being, it probably would not be, because one would end up a slave for the thousands of years of their life. I'm glad our planet is turning positive, but it's hard to see that with all the bad stuff going on. people hurting other people. I kind of want to depart because of how negative the Earth is. And then reincarnate when it's 4D proper. I like the sound of that "4D proper".
I agree that suicide would not be best for all beings. I will die when it is my time. It is probably many years from now.
But if my parents go before me, then there wouldn't be anyone left to feel sad at my death. Even the furry community, which is younger than I am, probably wouldn't feel sad at my death. That is if they knew about it at all. I don't attend furry meets at all anymore. Just people playing video games, and sometimes wearing fursuits or costumes that look like mascots.
I don't feel that everything I do creates more suffering. I do believe that me being here has a positive effect on the vibration of the planet. That's without me trying to. When I do try to shift Earth's vibration, it has more of an effect I believe. I used to use Earth's crystal grid to amplify my thoughts to help with healing the planet.
I think whatever I am, I am a positive being of light. The only time I hurt another was when I was under the influence of schizophrenia, thinking I was talking to God. I have since changed my view of god, and realize that we all are God. That makes the joy of being alive that much more special.
The trying to do what's best and feeling like you create more suffering sounds like a paradox. I was about to write "care" instead of "create". That's how much I try to care about others. And have love for others as well.
One thing I know, I am a fool for coming here. And sometimes I wonder if I could ever be an angel to someone else. I liked your quote so much I added it to my Quotes I Love thread.