Reverting to the orange ray

[AnthroHeart]

It's ok to feel crappy Ankh, that's what I usually tell myself when I think I 'should' feel/be joyful. I hope you'll celebrate it anyway, when this is cleared Congratulations!

Thank you. This means a lot to me as well that it's ok to feel crappy. The past comes back at times, and even though I've forgiven myself for everything, it sometimes is bothersome. But I feel great now. It's easy for me to live in green ray when I'm all by myself in the comfort of home, but when dealing with other people I tend to revert back to orange and yellow. Sometimes my yellow is very dense.