Reverting to the orange ray

[Jade]

Ankh, I just want to share my piece and say that as a nurse, you are about as STO as you can be in our current culture. Even on those days when you grit your teeth, you are still functioning on a high level of love through those difficult moments. My stepmom just quit her job as a nurse, and the daily horror stories she would have make me feel intense compassion for those who do that job. In fact, in my menial little job I take great pride in the fact that I get to pass off some passive love/light radiation to the myriad of nurses I get to serve each day.

In fact, just recently I had a customer attempt to recruit me to be a nurse, on account of my demeanor. Unfortunately the human body makes me squeamish as all get-out so that line of work is out for me, which just makes me respect nurses even that much more intensely.

Remember you are The Creator - you created this job and this promotion for yourself. Unworthiness is hardly a factor. The joy in the achievement was the truer emotion, I believe. There is great service to do and you have given yourself this opportunity. I hope you can soon accept and embrace it and learn how to use it to bring betterment to yourself and those around you.