Reverting to the orange ray

[Jade]

Ankh, I just want to share my piece and say that as a nurse, you are about as STO as you can be in our current culture. Even on those days when you grit your teeth, you are still functioning on a high level of love through those difficult moments. My stepmom just quit her job as a nurse, and the daily horror stories she would have make me feel intense compassion for those who do that job. In fact, in my menial little job I take great pride in the fact that I get to pass off some passive love/light radiation to the myriad of nurses I get to serve each day.

In fact, just recently I had a customer attempt to recruit me to be a nurse, on account of my demeanor. Unfortunately the human body makes me squeamish as all get-out so that line of work is out for me, which just makes me respect nurses even that much more intensely.

Remember you are The Creator - you created this job and this promotion for yourself. Unworthiness is hardly a factor. The joy in the achievement was the truer emotion, I believe. There is great service to do and you have given yourself this opportunity. I hope you can soon accept and embrace it and learn how to use it to bring betterment to yourself and those around you.

Thank you for your kind words, beautiful soul!

What do you work with? And are you not feeling well, or is it something wrong with your body? You don't have to tell if you don't want to though, dear soul!

Oh I work as a barista in a tiny little drive up coffee hut. I'm not especially fond of my job, but I had such glaring synchronicity when I started that I feel something needs to scream equally as loud at me before I leave.

I just really try to focus on the fact that I get to, on the majority, serve those who serve others.

My body is fine, my health is well, I'm just biding my time until my husband finishes this final draft of his novel. In the meantime I'll keep learning to be grateful to have such a prime location from which to beam love/light and the opportunity to learn to serve others in exceedingly subtle ways.