12-17-2013, 10:25 PM
I have a hard time not consciously processing catalyst. All the time. My curiosity is always tugging at my attention. What about this, what if this, think about this, try calling this person, did you do this, etc.
The problem is, is that there is learning done by the mind through this. Unfortunately as it is not learned in the moment, much of it requires conscious control to utilize putting a very large burden on the yellow ray. I have a feeling that I'm consciously adding to this 'burden' as I add nearly every social interaction into this cauldron and haven't had the week/month/year to allow much of it to filter down into the deep brain.
The problem is, is that there is learning done by the mind through this. Unfortunately as it is not learned in the moment, much of it requires conscious control to utilize putting a very large burden on the yellow ray. I have a feeling that I'm consciously adding to this 'burden' as I add nearly every social interaction into this cauldron and haven't had the week/month/year to allow much of it to filter down into the deep brain.